Hey blog,
it has been quite a long- no wait, it hasn't.

I am currently jobless right now, as school attachment has not yet began. I did look for a temporary job as a sandwich artiste at Subway, however, i was persuaded not to work anymore during this short period due to several reasons. First of which, my sister did mention that this will definitely be my last self-declared break before i start working for good, so i have to really cherish it and spend it doing whatever i want, and Whatever, of course, includes eating, sleeping and pigging. Secondly, I'm currently sick again. Down with one of the worst sorethroat ever! My voice has changed tremendously- call me, and you'll find yourself in for a good laugh. Also, the jaw problem is back.. Sighs. I was really feeling super down about it because i thought i kinda shook this off like quite some months back. I contacted Huiyi, whom I remember is studying dentistry and tried to ask her for some help. It was the best thing I have ever done with respect to this JAW ISSUE. Apparently, she has TMJ disorder too! I know I'm not supposed to be feeling happy about her being in this sad plight, but, honestly, i feel relieved, because I have always thought that I'm the only one suffering from this issue! So when i heard that she's coping with the same thing, I feel less of a freak. She also told me that she's had this for quite some time already, like probably at least 4-5 years and it is not affecting her life! I hope that with some medical help, I'd be able to be like her too (:


Okay, I have been ranting non-stop. I didnt go for Zumba last tuesday ( NOPE, IT WASN'T BECAUSE I WAS LAZY PLS). The instructor's down with the usual cold, sorethroat and fever. So class was cancelled. It was a little disappointing, because i was totally looking forward to it, although i was struggling with a rather bad-tempered period.


I wanna try to keep running, and running and running. Running has become one of Eileen's achievements. The fact is that I've always been quite weak, and i never thought i can actually run 2.4km, dont even get me started on how i used to run my 2.4km. I have to always tell myself that if i do not run fast enough, terrible things will chase after me and i'd never be able to reach for the good things ahead (LOL, IKR)

Right now, i can run one entire round around the reservoir, yes, it is no big deal, yes, many people can do it. But it is an awfully tremendous amount of deal to me, because now, EILEEN CAN DO IT.

Wheeeee (:


I'm starting to feel a little drowsy once again- the medicine seems to be kicking it's effects in. Nonetheless, I'm really glad i asked my friend about the TMJ thing today. It always feels better to know that you're not alone. Worrying about things alone is fearsome, because it is endless. However, when you share those worries, you can get quite a number of favourable situations. For one, you may be corrected of the wrong things you're worrying about hence decreasing your worries. Another will be that you know, share the happiness and you double it, but share your worries? You definitely half it !


Okay, i shall go off now.
This post seems to be in a rather perky and less emotional mood, teehee.

FIGHTING EILEEN, FIGHT!~~