Sometimes, no, most times, i feel so insignificant. Everytime i try so hard, i feel so useless. I dont even feel like the main character of my own life. I just go accordingly to what others want me to do and so on, and i follow plans. What am i !!!!

ignore this. im just upset and frustrated.

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Hey blog! I took part in the children volunteer thing in ntu last week, it was such an enriching experience, im gonna join again next year! :) the kids were rowdy and naughty and all in the beginning, but after playing so many things with them I'm beginning to feel a little kiddy myself and it was actually really kinda relaxing albeit the chasing of the kids around the compound did tire me out =)

"after all that we've been through, I know we're cool "

Hahaha :)

I'm now in bus, on the way to meet Peiyan for a swim, but it's been raining alot recently, the weather is literally dampening the mood. I wanted to learn cycling this holiday but I guess I can't even start with this weather!

Oh speaking of cycling, I'm gonna start working for a few days at this restaurant cum bar at ECP SCRUFFY MURPHY oops for the caps.
I'm quite nervous since I've never tried waiting tables before but well, I only get to live once so I'm gonna try as much things as I can :)

I'm also gonna promote carlsberg this year. Haha it's been the third year I've been promoting carlsberg :)

Carlsberg; probably the best beer in the world! =)

Alright, I'm reaching, again! :)

Recently I got addicted to this song by Wang lee hom! 依然爱你! I think the melody is really nice :) makes you think of stuffs, but then again, all songs make you think of stuffs because songs relate to stuffs you usually try not to think about until you get triggered to think about 'em!

Holidays have begun, I have finished year 2 sem 1, in a blink of an eye I wanna add. It passed by so fast I didn't realize myself living it. It was a goddamn torturous experience, and I'm glad it is over, I don't really care much about the results I guess. I did work hard, done what I'm s'posed to do, and all that's left will be up to higher powers which Cannot be intervened.


So here I am, waiting for my lunch with my parents, sister is in Taiwan, and I'm here in Singapore waiting for lunch thinking thinking of stuffs,

Stuffs you probably won't wanna think about unless you're triggered to think about 'em

Sigh. Holidays have begun..

Have I already said this? Ha ha I seem to be getting on in age, my memory is failing me more nowadays. I wonder if I can continue to keep this up.


All will be alright in due time.

How bittersweet this world taste.
Just musing.