Hello blog. This is me. Okay I mean yeah of course it's me, it's definitely me, who else can I be? Anyway, life has been hectic of late. I mean not as hectic And horrible than when I was in bms.  Just this is one of the first semester when I actually have so many projects to do. But projects aren't as terrible as you imagine I guess. I don't know What I'm doing here now But you can probably suspect that whenever I'm here it's when I'm in a really sad mood or something.  Yeah you're right. Anyhow I should be spending my time studying or doing my projects or even preparing tuition materials for my tuition kids.

Which reminds me, you probably don't know I've taken up tuition. Class tuition too. I never thought I'd do that too. I used to teach private tuition And all But now I feel like I've taken tuition to a new level. I teach classes, And I feel quite happy teaching.  There's this small boy in the tuition centre who says I'm a pretty teacher!  And he's so shy to see me! He'll hide under the table because he's too shy!  He's cute And he tries to explain why he's a left hander while his family uses their right hands. He brightens up my tuition classes a whole bunch!

wait,  speaking of life right now. I forgot to tell you about a new Epiphany I had. I don't know if you can really call that an Epiphany,  But I got that feeling really strongly this time round. I've decided to engage myself seriously in volunteering. Volunteering in hospitals like NUH, SGH, TTSH. Etc. Today I received a call from my friend saying that sgh is asking for our help in the accident And emergency aspect. I don't know What we are supposed to do, regardless, I'm all for it. I can do this. I can be of help to those who needs me. I will use this chance right. I've had enough of rendering help to those who doesn't really need it But still exploits me anyway. Gaaaaaaa.  Let's not talk about it.

Where was I? Nevermind I'm too tired to scroll up And read What I've typed.

It's been going 11 months since Keith And I are together. It feels like a really short while. We quarrel,we fight. Keith is Silly And doesn't know many things. But we are getting better.  And on another note, just so I see this in the future And the future me reads this feeling happy, that is, I don't think I can be bought over by money. My love is firm.

Ahhhh anyway why was I sad about that led me here?  Maybe it's the tired body. Maybe it's the lack of ice cream And chocolates. Maybe I miss you.  Maybe it's that today I feel the.. wait I don't know. Some people I thought I understand, maybe I understand only their appearance. Guess there's much more.

Friendship is not based on benefits I hope. You become friends with someone because you're comfortable around them,  like Rasina And I. Like Keith And I.

Ahhh. Many things. I'll blog again soon. I'm caught in a jam. I'm tired. It's fatigue.

Fatigue be gone.

Bye
And April, please be a happy one.