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    Thursday, October 18, 2012 5:11 PM
    Those simple words, hit so hard they turn my whole world upside down

    I feel like a failure. Cheeluzhi says even if you don't trust Keith you still gotta trust yourself. You're good enough. But no, it's not that I don't trust you. It's more of, my own stupid insecurities. Yeah maybe Luzhi is right, I don't trust myself that's why this happens.

    I'm just not good enough.

    You know, I am really gonna drop the tcm thing I'm so worn out always I can't take it I think ill die if I continue this. Right now I'm on my way to school and I feel so horrible I just wanna run to you and make you hold me till the hurt is gone. I can't do this anymore I feel so drained....


    Help me help myself. I'm slowly giving up on the belief that I can be good enough anymore. I'm just some stupid plain ol.

    It's the time of the month again but I doubt it's why I'm feeling like that. Ie been feeling like that since a long time ago.

    I still love your bedtime stories. Even though I can never make it through a page, I love you.