I'm tired. Yes this is another post about tired. Hai. I also don't know why I'm so tired. I think I'm feeling pretty under the weather. My head hurts and I just keep wanting to sleep.
The entire funeral ended. It was tragically sad and I miss her. I doubt I have make myself come round the fact that she is gone. Somewhere a part of me believes she's still somewhere here on earth: and I rather it be that way.
Hai I'm so tired. Mostly tired of doing things I don't wanna do. The bomb was thrown to me yet again. Midterms next week. How on earth am I gonna do it? I have no idea. All I know is I am not gonna give up. I know myself too well, I'll push myself to my limits just so I can finish studying.. I will try my best. I promised aunt that I'll study hard and not let her down. So I will.
And I still have to go and teach tuition later. My mind feels like its rupturing.
The heartless mind and the mindless heart