I think.
Think is so powerful.
E.g. I am hungry
I think I'm hungry.
Which one is hungrier?
Definitely the former.
Sigh. I don't mind. I don't care, right, afterall, it's now that matters.
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So why can't I sleep?
It's not like I just knew about it today.
Maybe it's because I just knew that the latter wasn't used before, it was the former that was used on someone other than me. Maybe that's why. But why does it matter? It shouldn't.
It's the now that matters, Eileen you stupid fool.
Thoughts are powerful.
Everything starts off with I think, right? Its good enough to have the thought, isn't it? It is, isn't it?
Why am I so unsure, so stupid.
I think therefore I am.
It is thought therefore it is?
Damn. Go sleep idiot.
Sleep. 睡觉.
I wish it didn't matter. I wish I didn't think it matters.
Okay I think it doesn't matter and I think it doesn't affect me.
So it doesn't matter and it doesn't affect me now.
I shall go to sleep. It's 330am in the morning and I've got lab after this. I should really catch some sleep. Nights.
And it's the now that matters. It is. I want it to be.