And you feel like you just can't help it anymore. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't do the things that I have done, like I'm regretting something, but I can't seem to take it all in. I wonder how I should put this across. Sometimes, I just hate it.
Hate it that I always have to give my best for everything just to get something and some people just don't have to try so hard at all.
I know I know, life is unfair.
Yet you just can't help it sometimes, isn't it? :( I know.
Gosh I don't wanna get myself too upset. I still have to try hard to pass this fucking Chinese module.
Damn. Ciao.
I wish I could just stop doing whatever I'm doing and stop criticizing myself for wasting time whenever I'm doing something I like instead of studying.
Fuck it. Fuck all this shit just fuck them all to hell.
Moody angry upset and just