Hey blog, it's been quite some time already, sorry man haven't found the time to blog due to these exams coming one after another.

Hey blog, lemme ask you something. Which is better, to live for yourself, or to live for others?


Anyway, I'll take my time to ponder about stuffs like that. Quite some stuffs happened recently that taught me that there are some things that I have to do on my own, and that I'm not gonna keep depending on others, as in, I'm gonna try and tell myself that yes, most of the times I'm not that adequate enough, but whatever the case, I'm gonna put in all I have so that when I've reached the end, I can safely hold up whatever I've achieved and say, I did it on my own.


I don't really wanna ask help from people, especially when it ends up ugly. You know? And yes this incident had made me stronger I guess, I can do stuffs on my own, I realize. And I also feel the presence of many other people who care about me a real deal. Man I don't wanna end up disappointing these people by presenting myself as someone weak and as someone who's incapable of depending on her own forte to bring out the best in her.

Haha I am doing it again, blabbering. Haha innate ability man.

Anyhow, I'm going for grave sweeping this coming good Friday. It's gonna be good, I've always like it, the peace ad the bonding with my family!

And to see those who had left, but going to remind them that they haven't been forgotten. To see those I've missed so dearly, all these I'm sure, I'll be able to do on that day :)


My heart has been taking a toll on me of late. Sometimes I suspect the feelings I'm having, I'm not too sure of what they are, but I hope whatever they are, that they'll go away soon. Because its not gonna be possible. And I'm so afraid of changing whatever I'm having right now.

Hmmm, don't really wanna study. Shall start next week I guess :/ hope I don't get too lazy wozzy jelly TEEHEE

By the way, internship ended yesterday! It ended with a DON!

Ciao for now, will update soon. In the meantime, behave!

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