Will you ever give up something just because you're afraid of pain?


I guess so right? I mean humans are weak willed after all. We claim that we can do this if we try our best, if we're determined enough, but afterall, these are but words that will never live. We give up a tad too easily most times, don't we?

I feel like a fool most times. I ask for help, ask for solace, ask for comfort. I try to seek help from others, even though i realise that the only one who can help me, is myself. If i refuse to step beyond this line, if i continue to stand still even as time keeps rolling on, then no one can ever pull me to my feet ever again if i don't begin trying climbing up myself.

I say i'll become more determined. I say that if i wanna live, i will live strong. but really, im all just full of words. How do you even get stronger?

Sometimes, i think i ponder over such stuffs too much, much more than the others. I should quit it.

But i can't.

I need to find more work to tire myself out so that i get to sleep easier at night.

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