Hey. It's been a month plus since i last posted. it's not like nothing's been happening, it's just that im simply too lazy to blog. i cant believe i'll actually neglect my blog, but then again, i seem to lose the drive that kept me blogging since a few months ago.

And yeah, it's quite cowardly, but i just wanna admit that i come to blog only when i have very depressing stuffs in my head, which i cant tell anyone in my family and stuffs like that, you know.

Anyway, i received both letters from NTU and NUS, offering biomed and tcm, and FASS respectively. i dont really know which one i wanna choose, but i think im slowly beginning to want to accept biomed and tcm, since it was my initial choice, and which i kinda freaked out after applying because i suddenly remembered that my chinese is a flop. ):

Plus, this will be the one and only time, when i have no friends, who will wanna take the same course as me. In secondary school, i have the rasina gang with me, and when i applied for nyjc, i have haniffa with me. now, it's like this damn alone feeling, and any moment you feel lost, you just die in that forest of confusion. sucks mega time.

I wanna keep working right now, so that i don;t have to reply much on my parents for university fees and stuffs. i must jiayou okay!

go go go!

Kinda sian recently. All the guys are booked in. i wish i can book in too.
it seems fun, right.

okay, gottta go and prepare for work now,

Ciaossu.

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