i decided that even if i was told that i've done badly for biology, it doesnt mean i should stop trying hard for paper 1. I'm so disappointed in myself, for telling myself that i am giving up on biology. i will just, try my best yeah.
On another note. i just wanna say, sometimes, i'm glad im not perfect or immaculate. Because i'm not perfect, i do feel envy, i do feel the inferiority. And because of these feelings, i push myself to my maximum limits at times. I wanna thank those, who've snubbed me and insulted me, those who've shown me how perfect they are, and those who've made me realise my many many flaws. Because of you people, i think i'm slowly paving my way towards self improvement, thats what i believe then.
I'll continue to jiayou yeah.
It's weird, but thats just me. And i just like guys who don't bother about how old or ugly or childish their pencil cases look. Guys who rather listen than talk. Guys who are caring and helpful.
Maybe such a guy exist, in my heart, he does. But in reality, he does. And then he may not, right?
(:
Oyasumi.
I'm going to the library tomorrow then.
Some library i guess, where my legs take me.
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