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    Sunday, September 13, 2009 7:35 AM
    A Holiday - Boys like Girls.

    "You know I'll run far away
    I need to take a holiday
    Maybe it's a fall from grace
    I gotta find a new place
    A holiday
    I'll set off on a new chase
    I gotta see a new face
    I need to take a holiday"


    Some stuffs happened. Some words were exchanged. they were rather hurtful but i can take them. Listening to this song,it was on repeat 20 times. sometimes, we say things without thinking. I never really understood what i had lacked until today. i know it now. I find it so extremely difficult to get angry at someone important to me. Even with those words that really stabbed me, i can literally feel the pain. Yet, i didnt say anything, except to just keep apologizing. I am too shallow. too naive. sometimes i dont even know why someone just cant trust another, but sometimes i realised, and i stop probing for more. Yet, it is this simple thing called trust that actually makes me feel that i have never ever been included in your plans at all. I dont know what is happening, all i know is, this feeling really sucks.

    And i eat my dinners recently.

    Thank you Aga, for studying with me today. You always listen to whatever i have to say.


    A holiday.
    Im running away.

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