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    Wednesday, April 15, 2009 5:16 AM
    the closer you get to something, the tougher it is to see

    Today i felt angry after watching the play during assembly. The play's all about love and boy girl relationships. The play evoked so much emotions from within me that i found myself just feeling angry for not being strong enough to withstand the unlocking of the box of memories that i clearly told myself i would prevent myself from doing.

    I got so mad. I refused to have lunch, which i dont know why i didnt, though i could feel the pain in my tummy, i just didnt wanna eat. Probably, plain indolence play a major role as well.

    The play was a total opposite to what i had felt while i was with you. It wasn't what they described it or acted it out to be. Ours was a beautiful relationship that didnt last, yes yes paradoxically. I dont know man, i mean, i know, but i dont know how to put it here.

    Lets just say i thought of you today.


    P.S. i have to redo my entire napfa even though i passed all the stations. I had to redo because i sprained my leg the other time, and they want me to Redo Every Single Station Again. MHolyCow. They should just go home and chew grass.

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