The Brinjal's

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 6:31 AM
Life seems sad when we stand on a hill as gray as our hearts

The picture says it all. Yeah i am sad.
I took some time to travel down memory lane today, and it took me a good 30minutes huddled on the stairs outside my house, thinking of my past. The happy past. The times when i had who i love with me, and how i seemed to have lost every single one.

Either to death or to separation, its the same. All is lost.

It is not only my grandmother's death that made me feel that way. I had also been enlightened, on certain issues pertaining to friends. dont ask me why i think so much, i have been pretty solemn in school recently, again, dont ask me why. I have realised who Friends really are. They are not just those people you know, those who pat your shoulders or nod in agreement when you tell them you're sad you know. Actions speak louder than words. It is when i return back to school after days of not coming, that i find myself not being able to continue any form of studies and real friends beside me just lending me notes and promising to help. I know who i am referring to.

It is too stupid to cry now, for i have nothing i can do already. i have remembered those i love, and i will never forget them. In fact, i really miss those days. I dont mind reliving those days of my life again. For i know, i'll love them just the same.

Sighs, i dont know about many things already. Please give a thought to your Frien out there. I dont give a damn if you are making merry when i am sad or down, all i ask is for you to genuinely help you know. Oh my god, i cant put it bluntly across enough. Forget it. i dont know.

And dont say you understand what i feel. In fact, you dont. I guess its all about having your own fun huh.

Then i guess. the world is a cold and lonely place.

Goodnight.

Thoughts, of Rasina, of Joseph, of Berlisa, of peiyan, of tianseng and of mr kenneth chee.

I told mr chee i got an E for math, and you know how sweet he is? He said to me this," You are an A grader already, just work hard and you will make it!" Then i said, " Yea, i will try my best, believe me."

He said these important words which will forever be the driving force and my greatest motivation.

" I say again, i believe you, and i know you are an A grader. Work Hard !"

To hear someone say they believe in me, it is the best and most unconditional comfort and solace anyone can ever give me.

Of all the things and anyone, you believe in me. Thank you (:

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