
In loving memory of my dearest grandmother.
Grandma, i thought of you today, i remembered how i gave you these really yummy honey sweets with a plum in the middle, and how hard it was that you were unable to chew it. I thought of how cute you looked when you wore the hat i bought for you at Yunnan. I thought of how you told me your leg hurt, and how swollen it had looked. And i thought of you, the last time, at the hospital, when you summoned whatever you could to thank me for buying you food and accompanying you at the hospital. I wish i had more time to spend with you, but i know nothing, not remorse, sorrow, or grief could bring you back to me again. I hope you're in a better place, and you're feeling really happy right now, i really hope.
And i hope you're looking down at me from the Heavens, because grandma, i swear i'll strive my hardest to make you proud of me.
I really really miss you.
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