Been blogging lesser and lesser these days. oh hi.well, i guess i dont really know of what to blog about. i have something i wanna blog about, but i know it will make the blog seem extremely sad to read.Today, i fell asleep in GP tutorial, and i woke up to find something written on my GP script.It was something in chinese, i cant believe myself, and it says, " Grandma, i really miss you, really."I dont know why it was there, probably because i was in a unstable state of mind.I really really miss her. At times, i refuse to accept the loss, i keep thinking that she is still here with me and that i'll see her when i go to Ang Mo Kio next time. I feel really sad and solemn these days and laughing is really rare.Sometimes i just want to cry.But the problem is, the world wont let me stay a kid forever, so i gotta grow up.Grow up now.Hey, tomorrow is jingchun;s birthday, a really happy birthday to him. May all dreams come true.Labels: I'll love you forever