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    Thursday, February 26, 2009 10:03 PM
    Will you still love me, when you cant see me anymore

    these few days have been tough, so so tough for me. I discovered my weak side, i cried, and i prayed.

    My grandmother, i dont know if she can make it. The adults wont reveal much to me, they think i dont have to know, but i sort of knew, and i am scared, so so scared. I wish, i pray, grandmother, please have the strength to fight this, please dont leave me.

    I am just so scared, nobody can understand this fear, and people just keep telling me to concentrate on my block tests, but i just cant. I want to fail all of them, all of my block tests, so that i will feel better, instead of feeling guilty of those times spent mugging when i should be spending them with my grandmother.


    Please give me a miracle.
    I dont know what else i can do other than cry, crying for the smiles on her face, which i really hope to see once again.


    Eileen has gotta be strong.

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