Monday, February 2, 2009
12:55 AM
Where is the love?
I feel super duper sad. Today, after maths test, i left school at 10a.m. i am feeling so unwell, and i did feel unwell. I couldnt even think properly during the math test, i think i will flunk it but i really cant be bothered. I reached home, and found myself in a chaotic scene. I had to play mommy to karyn,i had to fetch a crying toddler from Nursery, bribed her with Yakult to prevent her from wailing, and bring her to my uncle's house. For a very simple purpose. His wife is gonna leave him. She's gonna fly back to Thailand with her daughter, and leave my uncle behind. All because she has condemned him to the crime of infidelity, which i do not doubt because i have sen some hussy clinging on to his arm when i was working at AMK Hub. I feel super sad, because i really dont want them to leave. I felt pissed when i went over to my uncle's house, because the relatives there, they are really idiotic. They are adding salt to the wounds, do you get it? "... your wife very smart one, only want your money..." ".... If you leave your husband, you cant step into singapore again.." "..What will happen to your kid, Gina? .." "...Women should always be expected of this kinda things.." My grandma even said something incredulous to my uncle. She said, " you should have safeguarded your money by letting me keep it for you.. now its all taken by your wife.." I couldnt take it. I shouted at them, " do you know that what i am hearing now really disgust me. You guys are so practical and you guys only care about money?! Where is the love!? You are really ruining a family! How could you all? I feel so scared when i listen to the way you all speak!" I knew my dad would be disappointed if i said something like that because my dad doesn't like me meddling in the affairs of the adults. But i really couldn't take it. How could they be so heartless! She is family! I love them! I feel doubly disappointed with my grandmother. I really wish they wont go. March 19 will be their wedding anniversary, i wish she wont go. Please, i pray. This incident made me conclude just one thing. Love dies.