Thursday, February 5, 2009
4:36 AM
the kind of flawless i wish i could be
You know, the way they said to us, it is okay, it is safe to do this. Just plunge forward, and if you all need help, we will be there. We plunged, tried our best against those storms. And just as soon as we turned our backs, they turned their backs on us. They left, left us in the chompy waters. We prayed, and we struggled on, until we saw Help. They left us all, in the deep omnimous waters, and we, the helpless beings, you know, we really stopped believing in you and your friends anymore. All those things you all said, running through my head, tearing at my heart. I pulled the damn red thing out, the stopwatch of life, and watched myself smile as i squeezed it, forming beneath my feet, a river dyed red. Hi all. Do not bother about the above. Anyway, i'll like to wish vishalini a happy birthday today~ We gave her a small celebration, and well, i cant describe much here, but i hope she enjoyed it! (: Today, pugilistic went out to Singapore Press Holding for a drum performance. We took the lorry out again, and it was fun! We also wore funny outfits this time, sleeveless, grey, blue, and well, i cant describe it but i like how i look in it (: The performance: I didnt know how well we did, but i could feel myself improving from last time because i could hear my own voive screaming! Yeah, i am grateful to pikachu aka Jieyang for helping us out once again. Seriously, Jieyang and Weiliang are the two senior who i really look up to because they mean what they said, you know, last time, when every senior said, " I'll be there to help you all if pugilistic needs us!" But they didnt, only jieyang and weiliang did. Maybe its because the rest of the seniors are in NS. Jieyang also jokes. And people thinks he is not serious all the time. But you're so wrong! He looks so serious when he was doing the drum, and seeing him like that made me a tad more confident. Since he is our leader, i kept looking at him during the performance, and he actually looked really cool and, you know, the dashing and handsome feeling. Lol. This is only for that time when he is playng the drum okay. And people always laughs at weiliang, sometimes, myself included. Weiliang is such a comical figure, since everyone bullies him all the time. But he is really nice, and both of them always takes leave to come and help us out! I love sitting on the lorry and feel the wind slapping my face. It really is a rejuvenating feeling, and i hope that the J1 will join us too, so that we will have more people, and we can do other things, and take the lorry again! Oh yeah, i just kept thinking of this super embarrassing scene in the ladies. We were changing outside the cubicles, Jiayan and i. Then Gavin shouted at me from the outside, he called my name so loudly i got so scared i rushed out to ask him what, and i didnt realise i was only wearing the top of my pugi outfit, which actually appears like a dress since it covers 3/4 of my thighs. I wasnt wearing anything on the inside! I rushed out, to the center between the gents and the ladies. And i was so super duper embarrassed because at that same time, jieyang was on his way to the gents. He saw me, and laughed awkwardly, and i had to apologise and run back into the ladies, wishing that i can hide my face in the toiletbowl. Grrrr so embarrassing!!!! I hope he doesnt sees this, and i hope he wont remember that incident! Forget forget~ Something happy today? After GP, MSTERS were walking out to the gate when leechia, sher and i saw mr chee playing tennis in the courts! I was so happy i screamed! And he told us to jiayou on our maths. Aww man, he is such a nice teacher, i wish he's now back in Nanyang.. Mrs Wong is good, she teaches well, i love the way she teached, but you know, i cant help missing mr chee okay! Time heals (: Okay, i have to go now, i have to do integration! I spent my time sleeping just now that i forgot all about integration! Grrrrrrrrr goodbye! And happy birthday smurfs aka vishalini mummy&granny! So happy so happy so happy today. In the midst of all the business. ^ ^