EILEEN LOO YI ZHEN;
Friday, January 9, 2009
6:23 AM
For to err is to be human
For to err is to be human
Hey these few days have been those really, i wont call them sad days. There are happy days. But today is a day when i felt sort of sad, sort of, i dont really wanna do anything other than sleeping. Or hiding under the duvet, thats what you can call it, hello, call me coward.
in the days before you were young
we used to sit in the morning sun
we used to turn the radio on what happened?
we'd see our lies in the eyes of fate
and take our cradles to the grave
but even then we're never saved from danger
I know what is wrong with me, yet there did exist, a mere couple of times, when i actually doubted if i do know what is up with myself. Maybe i dont, because maybe, what i actually have been doing all along, is merely Guessing how i feel, a conjecture, not a fact.
and if you ever leave me
come i will be there waiting
waiting for you know i will
i love you for ever
i'll never say never
Sometimes you feel that life is wanting something out of you that you cannot seem to give, its like a never ending stress that steals away your every respite, you feel suffocated, you feel pressurised, yet all you can do is simply, responding to the cajole, giving in to every single thing. The same applies when people expect something out of you.
Expectations are different from actual requests. Expectations are merely, its like a mutual i want you give situation, when the taker dont tell you straight that he/she wants something from you. Its those where you feel obliged to be expected of. I dont really how to continue explaining it from here, i'll just keep it at that. And then you just rget really tired from all the giving, you force yourself on despite that, and when the person just keep wanting more, its like, you cannot take it, you break down, and you fall into an apocalyptic abyss.
I visit my cousin Karyn when she was scholing these past few days. She's in Nursery, and i really wish i can be as naive as her, as kiddy as childish, you know, singing songs in school, playing choo choo train, colouring, and having P.E at the playgrounds. Gosh, and i really wonder if i did cherish the time when i was a Kintergarden kid. It doesnt really matter, it is a thing of the past. I am a grown up already huh? So i should be sensible, yet the more i feel like im beginning to feel sensible, the greater a fool i suddenly realise i am.
but i've only got two hands
and i'll never learn to dance
i'll never get a second chance
whatever i'll take the breath away from your sighs
and wipe the tears away from your eyes
and hope the fire never dies inside you
I miss the feeling. The feeling when you know something deep down there believes in you. Someone deep down there who really really cares alot, who you meant the entire universe to. With this freedom, i do feel the void that i cannot escape. Speaking truly from the bottom of my heart.
in the days before you were young
we used to sit in the morning sun
we used to turn the radio on
what happened?
The above squirrels' or rabbits' house is a dream since childhood times. I wil achieve it someday.
Yeah i know she is adorable,
( : KARYN !!
She's in her PE shirt,
And then we'll go around on the merry go round till dawn, a neverending childhood,
Come, lets join Peter Pan.
in the days before you were young
we used to sit in the morning sun
we used to turn the radio on what happened?
we'd see our lies in the eyes of fate
and take our cradles to the grave
but even then we're never saved from danger
I know what is wrong with me, yet there did exist, a mere couple of times, when i actually doubted if i do know what is up with myself. Maybe i dont, because maybe, what i actually have been doing all along, is merely Guessing how i feel, a conjecture, not a fact.
and if you ever leave me
come i will be there waiting
waiting for you know i will
i love you for ever
i'll never say never
Sometimes you feel that life is wanting something out of you that you cannot seem to give, its like a never ending stress that steals away your every respite, you feel suffocated, you feel pressurised, yet all you can do is simply, responding to the cajole, giving in to every single thing. The same applies when people expect something out of you.
Expectations are different from actual requests. Expectations are merely, its like a mutual i want you give situation, when the taker dont tell you straight that he/she wants something from you. Its those where you feel obliged to be expected of. I dont really how to continue explaining it from here, i'll just keep it at that. And then you just rget really tired from all the giving, you force yourself on despite that, and when the person just keep wanting more, its like, you cannot take it, you break down, and you fall into an apocalyptic abyss.
I visit my cousin Karyn when she was scholing these past few days. She's in Nursery, and i really wish i can be as naive as her, as kiddy as childish, you know, singing songs in school, playing choo choo train, colouring, and having P.E at the playgrounds. Gosh, and i really wonder if i did cherish the time when i was a Kintergarden kid. It doesnt really matter, it is a thing of the past. I am a grown up already huh? So i should be sensible, yet the more i feel like im beginning to feel sensible, the greater a fool i suddenly realise i am.
but i've only got two hands
and i'll never learn to dance
i'll never get a second chance
whatever i'll take the breath away from your sighs
and wipe the tears away from your eyes
and hope the fire never dies inside you
I miss the feeling. The feeling when you know something deep down there believes in you. Someone deep down there who really really cares alot, who you meant the entire universe to. With this freedom, i do feel the void that i cannot escape. Speaking truly from the bottom of my heart.
in the days before you were young
we used to sit in the morning sun
we used to turn the radio on
what happened?
The above squirrels' or rabbits' house is a dream since childhood times. I wil achieve it someday.
Yeah i know she is adorable,
( : KARYN !!
She's in her PE shirt,
And then we'll go around on the merry go round till dawn, a neverending childhood,
Come, lets join Peter Pan.
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