Friday, December 19, 2008
8:13 PM
Peppermint Oreo the best heroine.
Yesterday was an awesome day. First of all, i wanna thank those who went for the Spartans gathering, especially jing chun (you know why). Some watched twilight, and some watched Yes man. I watched Yes man, and personally, i think it's a movie better than Twilight. The takeaway i get from this movie, is actually the part whereby the girl said, " the world is a playground." We see it as a playground when we were kids. But overtime, as we age, the world doesnt seem like a playground anymore. We get stressed more often than not, and we often force ourseleves into doin things that we might not want to do, but we do them just 'cuz we're trying to stay alive on this planet.
I guess everyone's like that one way or another. And im not any exception. I dont really like to mug for things like chemistry, yet i force myself to do it. I dont really like Binomial or Maclaurin's, and yet i force myself to do them, although i dont really need a maclaurin's or binomial in the future other than to get myself a passing grade for Maths.
Rather sad.
The movie really made me start thinking on what i wanna do in the future, and i felt very annoyed as my thoughts usually conclude in nothing. It is an incredibly irritating feeling, because i dont really know what i want to do in my life. In the movie, the things that the characters did, are so spontaneous, and how i wish i can lead a life as such. Spontaneous, without plans, and carefree. But that'd be absurd, because you cant really get anywhere just being spontaneous.
Anyway, i left the Spartans gathering early. left with a bunch, and i took the green line with Yizhe. It was a rather.. comical journey, for our conversation was somewhat ummm, funny. (: He left for hokkaido this morning, and im hoping for a souvenir (winks).
Oh, before i continue, i wanna say that i found what i've been looking for all along. I found the tofuman. Many of them, and i was so..happy. I was in simply toys, and whilst the others moved to star wars and whatnot, i was staring at the tofuman, and i was swept by an inexplicable wave of nostalgia, and of course, some other emotions which i cannot say. I wanted to buy it, and yet i didnt. Dont ask me why. Some people asked me that already, but i couldnt answer them either. Guess i dont have an answer.
I went to meet up with the NE ambassadors after the gathering. I ate my lunch cum dinner, and we cycled. I DONT KNOW HOW TO CYCLE.
Most of my friends said they'll teach me, but i've never braved myself to learn it. Yesterday, Yensee and i shared a couple bike. She took the front while i took the back. I love the feeling when we cycled, because the breeze is good. The feeling is good. I wanna learn cycling someday i guess.
Some experiences can last us for a couple of lifetimes. Im not blabbering. Seriously, the experience of cycling was great, it will last, even though cycling really hurt my butt.
My mind's still stuck somewhere in Dali. I really miss digging holes.
And, i feel some sort of love actually, haha.Yes, i do feel loved (: