Monday, December 29, 2008
6:40 AM
Oh, was it you who spoke the words that . ..
Regarding what JingChun and Yihao wrote in their blogs, i do want to share my view of this pie. They talked about how the Spartans are no longer as united as when we were in china. If you think i beg to differ, you are wrong. It makes me realise how people only stay united just because they have to. Like in china, we stayed united, we were a team, for the simple reason that we need someone there for us because we were all alone in China. Now that we're back home sweet home, we dont really have to stick with people we dont want to but force ourselves to just because we need to. The past few gatherings, not the entire team was there. I always asked those who organized, " Who's here?" And then its always the same bunch. Then i'll try to get those i can get, to come as well. Some people have their stuffs, i understand. But even as we get together, we segregate into cliques. Yeah, there seem to be a sort of hierarchy, i cant quite put my finger to what i feel here, i dont quite know how to say. I dont deny the fact that some outings do have their elements of fun, like what Yihao mentioned in his blog, but seriously, it just isnt there. " ... the more we get together , together, together, the more we get together, the happier we'll be .." I dont believe in it. Really. I rather have the memories of us all together in China, than the memories of the team being segregated. Please dont let it fade. Thanks to the people who always stayed by and talked to me, people like JingChun, Yihao, Peiyu, Liying, sometimes Yizhe too. And Daniel. And thanks to Yizhe for his souvenir from Hokkaido, it really is cute. It's a small Mt Fuji that i hung on my phone. The more i look at it, the more cute it is, and the more happy i get. Bye now, later.