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    Saturday, October 18, 2008 10:42 PM
    I've never been to me.

    Sometimes, no, most of the times, i wish im not me.

    Sometimes,no, most of the times, i wish im better.

    Sometimes, no, most of the times, i feel that im not good enough.

    Sometimes, no, most of the times, i hope i can make myself better.

    Sometimes, no, most of the times, i wish i can have the wishes i wish for.



    Seems ridiculous, or corny, or cheesy.

    Because i always tell people im happy to be me.





    I dont know anything, i just feel im never good enough for anyone, not in terms of studies, but everything.



    I think my self esteem is damn low.







    I just wanna say, im really sad now, and i know the reason why im sad, but im just pretending to be happy, because im in yemin's house doing op, and i dont wanna let them know im sad.

    Not because of yemin, but.. i know what it is im sad about.




    Sad,