Went over to my Aunt's house, taught my cousins Mathematics. I love teaching them math and all. I felt as though i had spent my time wisely. Plus, i was able to go on a movie marathon with the kids. Cinderella, Little mermaid, Aladdin (my favourite). It's like, every movie is a happy ending, no wonder the kids are so happy.I felt so happy, because of the visit to my aunt's house. And i witnessed the power of motherly love today. I sort of gave up on Jody ( one of my cousins ) while teaching her this problem sum. I taught her like 5 times, the same questions, and her sister, Lynn, also helped her as well. We taught her so many times, yet she couldnt understand. And we were like, aiyah, dont know nevermind. We went off to slack. And i came back 10 minutes later to see my aunt trying to explain the same math problem to Jody.She was kinda impatient, yet she didnt give up. IT made me feel guilty that i had been so impatient, and i was in awe of how persistent and determined she is to make her daughter understand. The power of motherly love.Im indeed fazed by it.To spoil these happy realizations, and my going to believe in happy endings those shit, i was hit by a sad news.That is, my entire family will be going to Cebu, this kelong in malaysia, this coming sunday. I want so badly to go. But i wont.There's just so much to do, priority given to the OSLE bukit timah trip proposal. The proposal has been thrown back, and the organising committee is already feeling quite demoralised by it, i cant leave. I have to stay and contribute, i have to.So, its okays, i just hope my family members will take more pictures so that i can at least relive their happy moments through those pictures.Though i'll never get to experience the real happy family moments shared there.Im so sorry daddy.Labels: Maybe we're trying, trying too hard.