First of all, i'd love to thank my aunt for her great hospitality while i was staying over. I felt really comfortable, and really at home. Thanks for buying me food, washing after me, doing my laundry, and on top of all that, thanks for your company (:
She's the best aunt i ever had, and i love her.
Well, Mom and Dad, as well as siblings are back from Cebu. My siblings are badly burnt, and this makes me feel kinda sad because i've been wanting to get a tan. They told me it wasn't really that fun, but i've got this inkling feeling that they're saying that just to make me feel better. Nonetheless, its okay, because if you look at it on the bright side, i have my fun, and they have theirs.
Thrill.
I felt the emotion- thrill yesterday night.
I finally get to make myself better by hacking away at a Vanilla cone, even though the ice cream was from Mac. Ate the cone at like, 1130, at dhoby ghaut, together with Yihao, JingChun, Luzhi. IT was super duper yummy, and i owe Yihao 40. Cents. Anyway, the thrill was when we ran.
The last train was at 0000.
And we were left with 5 minutes to get to the red line in dhoby, so we ran.
We ran through the dead and still Station which was previously swarmed with people in the day.
I could hear my raspy breath, as i sucked in mouthfuls of air, and i could hear my heart hammering so loudly it felt as though my ribs were breaking. The sound of my slippers as they hit the cold marble floor with every step i take echoed through the entire station, as i tried to keep up with the guys, my huge bag bouncing happily against my back.
Okay, stupid description, you get my drift anyway.
I love those kind of thrills.
And i love the vanilla cone.
Anyway, tomorrow will be the last OP rehearsal, im gonna give it my bestest shot, hope i dont screw up okay!
I've got to go now, but before i go off, i just wanna say,
I've got this friend that thinks she is beyond perfection.
Whatever people have, that she doesnt have, she'll go and get it, to show that she is as up to date.
I could only look at her with that much disdain, as i see her in my view, a desperate someone trying to be those cool people, it just makes me feel that she is kinda repulsive, and i dont know what i can do, or if i should even do anything.
It even makes me feel that the friendship between us, its like a patronizing one, whereby we simply just, yeah, patronize each other. It kinda makes me feel how much i actually miss my Secondary School friends, and how much they mean to me.
Perhaps she'll snap out of all that soon, and be herself again, or has there ever been a 'herself'?
Sometimes, even i wonder too.
To sidetrack, a happy deepavali to all the indians out there, hope they have had a nice day, and a really happy birthday to Haniffa, my bestest bitch partner, and gossip friend, as well as a really big guy (not in terms of size, but the heart, and the brain!) who lend me his ears. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
Today's also my cousin's birthday aka Gavin's sister.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU SHERRALYN!
Joseph's birthday is coming in 2 days time!
Sister's birthday is coming, 3rd November
My birthday is coming, 12th November!
Ohmy, what a messy post, good day folks.
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Karyn and i, we were bored.
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Oops, my cousins are way too cute.
Bye people.Sometimes i feel, if i ever do get a chance to choose, will i still take the same old path?
Do i even have the weigh the pros and cons, and kid myself as i desperately try to balance the scales?Labels: Passion is love for material