Hello people. Im back here. The gruelling biology paper is over.And i seriously assumed i would feel the euphoria of the biology paper being over. It turned out that i was wrong. And how wrong was i, because i did not feel the slightest jubilance. It's merely a ," oh, its over." I did not know what came over me, maybe this inkling feeling in me, its like i just know that this whole monotonous mugging will be back to haunt me again. I know it will. And this somehow, one way or another, puts me in a really unsettling mood. And i also dont feel like going to Yunnan so soon, because im so scared that the team will not be together as a team again after the OSLE trip has ended. Really stupid assumptions and fears, i feel ridiculous.I had dinner at AMK hub with yuans and the people - Fish and Co.Fish.Remind me never to enter That Restaurant again. When i was having the fishy dinner, i remembered the scene at the fish market during the NE trip, and how grossed out i was over the bloody scene, where i saw this man just hacking away repeatedly at the veins of a stingray. oh my god. Zzzz, i think i will abstain from fish for god knows how long.I fell asleep, comfortably on the upper deck of the bus, with my jacket draped over me. I almost missed my stop, was kinda glad someone pressed the bell, and i woke up just in time to dash out of the bus before the doors slam upon me. I feel a little silly, but no worries, since i dont even know the people in the bus.I also wish to congratulate Rasina for making it to J2, HOORAY! She's promoted! (: I wish i will be able to promote too.Im ill, really unwell. I went to bed early yesterday night, yet i could not sleep no matter how i blew many times i cleared my nose of mucus, and tossing and turning here and there, only falling asleep at an ungodly 4 a.m, waking up at 830 to try and recap my biology. The biology paper was difficult, it was a tough attempt, but nonetheless, i attempted every single question, i hope i'll be able to pass. Biology is my biggest fear, because i love it, and i cant bear for myself to fail at it.Guess who's gonna assess me for my PW Oral Presentation? * smiles happily*It's Mr K. Chee! Im so afraid that i'll get all tongue-tied and nervous when i see him. Seriously, i joke with him so much that i just cant imagine myself having a straight face infront of him, and actually presenting my PW, hehs.My head hurts, and i feel giddy. I shall stop here. Nanny Daddy's last episode today, will really miss Nicole, lol.Goodnight folks.Labels: Last year's wishes are this year's apologies.