Tuesday, September 30, 2008
5:24 AM
But the sugarbowl's empty and i cant find any sweetness.
Yes, i know we all make new friends now and then. But he's really just too engrossed in his new friends, i know i'll never ever take the initiative to talk to him again. But thats okay, i'll remember those times we talked over the phone till late in the night, just rambling and blabbering.
Joel Tng.
Anyway, im glad i still keep in touch with my old friends, how could i ever forget those people who've passed my life in my secondary school times? Sigh, i shall not brood over this, probably its because of the time of the month that i get so emotional. I really rather serve the NS for two years than to have myself bleeding ever single month. Oops, sorry if that had sound insulting, im not saying that NS is a piece of cake, i know of its' broil and battle and whatnot, but seriously, bleeding every month so does not feel good, not at all. You get some muscle spasms sometimes, and you have these cramps that leave you crouching down in the middle of a stride, and those yucky yucky things associated with it. Shit, i sound really really angsty about being a woman. Sometimes i feel that being a guy is just so much better for you dont have to worry about when you'll get your period, nor worry about cramps that will spoil your day, and disrupt the mood. Im seriously sorry to the ladies i will offend by typing this, and im not a misogynist. Im just...i dont know, put it simply, im just pissed at myself for having a period right now.
Scrape that. My headache just does not allow me to think with a right mind right now. This fever has been going on for days, accompanied by the usual package of colds, sorethroats and whatnot. Im telling mom that i wanna go to a doctor soon. But tomorrow's Hari Raya, and there wont be any doctors. After tomorrow, if i still feel ill, i really ought to get myself a date with the doctor. Bet he's got some lovely presents waiting for me to collect.
Im going off now, im seriously not well. And im really snappy today, im not gonna talk to anyone soon lest i bite off their heads.