These past two weeks, to me, have been a mega flop. Firstly, it is my PW. My group was yelled at by this PW maniac, who said we didnt even put in any ounce of effort. I was so pissed, i retorted. Since young, my dad always teaches me that i have to stand up for my own rights, and right any wrongs that people have of you. Even when the whole world ceases to believe in you, my dad says that, i still have to be firm in my belief, if not, i'll be a mega hypocritical loser, because i cant even try to defend myself.So, i retorted, because i did put in effort for PW, and i can say that i did give my best efforts, even though, the PW was a flop, i know i tried. I am not angry or what that it is a flop, im just in this state of anguish because that guy said we didnt put in effort. I know we have.Today, during PW, two of my group members quarreled. Initially, at the start of PW, i didnt talk, because i was feeling darn left out since i couldnt attend saturday's meeting, and nobody bothered to fill me in on anything, so i shut up because i really hadnt got a clue on whatever we were planning to do. At long last, kind marven filled me in on what we're gonna do, and suddenly, i realised, hey, this project seems to be going in a funny direction. i cant quite put my finger as to why the ideas seem funny, so i kept quiet, until anna and yemin started to quarrel. Marven and i didnt know what to do, we wont take sides, we told ourselves, because taking sides would alleviate the state of argument and animosity between the two. We tried to discuss the project further, but seriously, two people seriously cannot decide everything. Thanks Marven, for telling me all those PW stuffs. I heard that Anna cried too, gosh, i dont really know what to do, but i know that if the group falls, i'll still be thee standing to complete the project, i really hope i can. And i go on thinking, where the f* has my last member gone off to? YEE Z-WIN. god.I just wanna tell my group, that hey, people, yeah, our project is a flop, but its just till now . I believe that as long as we put in efforts, and stay united, nothing can go wrong. Turn the negative energy into positive energy, because when you feel that things seem to fail, you'll know that you're not alone, there are still others, your PW mates who'll be there to work hand in hand with you. Sure, everyone of us have our own perceptions, our own ideologies, so we really gotta listen to everyone. Lets not insist on doing things our ways, because others may have a brighter idea than yours!I tell my PW mates, " i believe in sunshine after the rain," and that, " hey, there may even be a rainbow too,"Who knows? we just gotta give it our best, because winners never quit.**********
im feeling so ill now because i hadnt brought a brolly to school, and the skies rained on me while i was making my way home. My head feels so heavy, and i still have to do my EOM. I just sent ellene the photos for pugilistic board, and i really feel like sleeping. NO!!! EILEEN! YOU SHALL NOT SLEEP!
Thanks parents, because you all love me. i love you all, too =D