Saturday, August 9, 2008
11:44 PM
throw it away , forget yesterday
Guests came over, i dont like to entertain any guests, especially not when im in a mood like this, i rather hide under my duvet, curl into a ball and sleep.
Visha sent me an sms. " Dear Lord, the lady reading this is beautiful, classy, strong and i care about her. Help her live her life to the fullest. Please promote her and cause her to excel above her expectations. Help her to shine in the darkest places and love where it is impossible to love. Cheer up Eileen! (: "
Thank you. standing on the corridor leading to my house i thought about how it'd feel like to plunge down from the 13th storey. No, not suicidal, no worries. I just wanna try something thrilling.