Thursday, August 21, 2008
10:30 AM
big big girl in a big big world
MSTERS all like to hang out at the benches near the tennis courts. For piano yuanshin, she likes it because she is able to lean against the pillars, lazy girl. I like it there because it is always damn sunny, and warm. And i'll always tell them, its so wen nuan! I feel kinda angry with myself, because nowadays i suffer from gastric in school almost every single day. I feel as though i didnt take care of myself properly by not eating well. In school, i eat only apples, no, im not gonna be another newton, but, i cant find anything i wanna eat in school. And when i get home? sometimes i miss dinner as well, and i dont even feel hungry! i only feel those gastric pangs thingy. Piano scolds me everytime i dont eat, but seriously, i really cant find anything i really wanna eat.. I hurt myself, not deliberately. Its during pugi training. I did bridges, im quite good at them, so, we had to do bridging from the standing position, and then bend down slowly, and hold it there till jiaolian says you can get up. So, yeah, i was doing, mdm tan was there and she pushed my hands, i was in the bridging position and i was holding that position, when she told me to try to move my hands closer to my feet, so she used her feet to shove me forward, and i toppled, and crashed to the ground. i was alright, but little did i know i've got this huge bruise at my waist, and somewhere near my shoulder blades. Piano said there's a sort of black bruise at my shoulder blade, it kinda hurts when i bend or run. Pugi attendence was awesome yesterday, full attendence! Oh, we did the board. I went home, missed dinner, and was studying for chem SPA skill D when i fell asleep. Mom woke me up at 5, and i studied for skill D, and went to school. Im really grateful to jieyang for lending me his J1 chem electrochemistry notes, because i didnt print and i wasnt able to print in the morning cuz everyone will be hogging the photocopy shop. And i found his notes more, easy to understand, i felt so happy, lol. He says he can lend me all his J1 notes, but one at a time, thank you jieyang! Since he is so nice, i shall go and watch the xiao chou yu ( clownfish ) mv that he says is damn touching and all. hehs. Theres something i hate about nyjc. its about this XXX who always go " morning colleagues.." i think he is hypocritical, i dont like it, at all. anyway, lets not discuss it here. I got back the biology test i spent so much time mugging for. I cant say my results is bad, but the thing is, i felt pretty disappointed, i thought i could do better ): 28/40. nevermind eileen, you shall work harder. Today, during common lunch break, Sherlyn, gena and i went around the canteen selling stuffs, while the others stayed at the connect and contact point to sell the stuffs as well. i was very touched when the people i approached, especially the J2 pugilistic seniors who donated to the tinbox graciously, thank you (: woah, it is like, such a long time since my blogging resumed to long posts, hmmm, that should be a happy thing. Rasina, i miss you! Letting go is not actually the hardest thing to do, i think i dont know, hmmm, nevermind. This part of the lyrics is actually the best part of the song i love, "And it's okay if you have go away Oh just remember the telephone works both ways But if I never ever hear them ring If nothing else I'll think the bells inside Have finally found you someone else and that's okay Cause I'll remember everything you sang" i will. you gotta understand the lyrics in order to appreciate the song, or the meaning it wanna bring across. this part of the song holds a special meaning to me. its 210 right now, there's school tomorrow, i should go and sleep, eileen, go!! i hope my PW will be better tomorrow! There is the projectsmile, learning of magic tomorrow, i dont like magic. Stupid right? since many people are so interested in them and all. but, i just dont see the point of magic, its just deception, you're just fooling people, isnt it?