Sunday, June 29, 2008
4:00 AM
What about a happy family?
I dont mean to be twitty or what, but i just wanna put this short post up. I've got alot i wanna post, but i really havent got any mood to do so now.
Yes, im very very troubled, very very sad. My whole family is like, going insane this very minute.
A minute ago, we were like one happy family, we were going for dinner. the next minute, my parents had a mega huge fight. my mom said she wanna stand in the middle of the road, and get knocked down by a car. My dad, by all means, he said, go ahead. One less member to feed anyway. He went to sleep. Mom's missing.
the three of us are in our room now, my sister on the laptop, me on the desktop, brother's cutting chinese articles for his homework. We all dont know what to do. this is a really scary thing, no more a happy family. What happened?
My sister and i agreed on something, we dont wanna get married man. We hate fights, and fights seem to be inevitable in a marriage. No, we dont wanna lead a life of fighting.
I hate this feeling. I guess, marriage is just a stupid contract that puts two together, and does not have any guarantees of everlasting love. Whatever happened to the purity, the simplicity, the bliss of being in love, and getting marriage?
My impression of love is tarnished.
And yes, words exchanged are so harsh, words hurt as much as any goddamn guns.