Thursday, June 12, 2008
9:15 PM
Of survey , of , me... and of continuous blogging.
Karen tagged me, and told me to do this quiz/ survey. so, okays, i shall do it, because i havent got anything to do, and today, shall be the day, i resume blogging after several days. Those few days, i wanted so badly to blog, but i didnt. I was thinking of 'appropriate' stuffs to blog, until i realised, why am i even doing that? Just so you can read the filtered stuffs that i blogged, the happy little things which i dont even think i have nowadays, except.. my family.
So, here goes the quiz.
name twenty people and at the end of the survey; choose 5 people to do it. name the people first then read the questions. (:
a) How did u meet number fourteen? [Benjamin - J2] - He's in the same CCA as me - pugilistic , and we knew each other better during the chalet.
b) What will u do if you have never met number one? [Yincheong] - I dont know, never thought of that before, he's my boyfriend.
c) What if number nine and twenty stead? [Rasina and Jake] - huh? i doubt it. They just dont seem .. just impossible.
d) Describe number three. [Visha] - She's funny, and nice. and she shoots herself with her own braces. she's also part of the LTTE.
e) Is number eight attractive? [Karen] - Definitely.
f) Describe number seven. [Huiyi] - She's really into fangirling, and she loves yoochun. she's now in a poly, and she's gonna be a healthcare worker when she grows up. Oh, she's also really funny and nice, and she knows korean.
g)Do you know any of number twelve family members? [Ellene] - Nope, not really , i dont know any of her family members, oops.
h) What language that number fifteen speaks? [Jiayen] - English and Mandarin - but mostly , mandarin
i) Who is number nine going out with? [Rasina] - She's not going out with anybody , probably me?
j) How old is number sixteen? [Yemin] - I think, he's either 19 or 20?
k) When was the last time you spoke to number thirteen? [tong pei] - Yesterday at 2 plus.
l) Who is number two favourite singer/band? [yuanxin] - Im not too sure , she listens to loads of songs, english and chinese.
m) Have you ever dated number four? [Haniffa] - Probably, if you count bitching as dating.
n) Will you ever date number one? [yincheong] - Umm, yeahs. He's my guyfriend.
o) Is number nineteen single? [Joseph] - I guess so?
p) What is number ten last name? [Gavin] - Ng? or is it Ng yong quan?
q) Would you ever be in a relationship with number eleven? [huiting -lian] - Of course not! We're besties.
r) What is the school of number three? [Visha] - Nanyang JC, same class even.
s) Where does number six lives? [Lee chia] - She's from Malaysia, but she's living somewhere in woodlands now i think.
t) Whats your favourite thing about number five? [sherlyn] - She's also quite crappy at times, especially when we cook up lame jokes and just keep laughing
u) Have you ever seen number two naked? [Yuanxin] - nopes, not really , i dont think i have.
v) List down 5 people to do this survey. ( do we really have to do this? huhs? ) okays, i guess, `gavin `visha `yuanxin `tong pei `edmund
so, i shall resume blogging. It's been days, and i thank those who tagged me, it makes me feel that you people have been checking my blog constantly for updates. and i guess, im the one who always updates my blog, every single day. its also kinda a.. i should say, its a torture if i dont blog, because i have loadsa things in me that i wanted to write down.
Family: These few days, made me realise the importance of family. It was times like these, that i really truly, found out, that my family's the one that'll back me up, whenever im emotionally unstable, or simply stressed.
Mom, thank you for buying me marshmallows, and whipping up delicious meals just because you wanted to make me smile. and constantly, entertaining me when im just bored of mugging. and i really thank you, for having those philosophical talks with me, telling me that life isn't all about mugging, and giving me so much advice about relationship problems. and thank you, for staying up late with me till 3 plus just because i wasnt able to sleep. and thank you mom, for being there for me when i broke down and cried. Thank you mom, for telling me , that my life is what i want it to be, and even if i do not mug, and do not do well for anything, and even though im not talented, you'll still be proud of me. Thank you for these things you've done for, i love you mommy.
Dad, i rarely see you. I rarely even talk to you. when i awake, you're already off, slogging your guts out for this family, and when you're home, i'll be mugging, or either, already sleeping, and you wont disturb me. thank you dad, for belting out loud karaoke songs near midnight, making me laugh because you two are such crappy and funny and wacky parents. Thank you dad, for waving to me, when im standing at your door, wishing you goodnight. the waving part was so cute you made me laugh. thank you dad, for working so hard for the family, and for always giving me encouragement. and thank you dad, for telling me not to be stressful, and that even if i dont do well, it doesnt matter. Thank you for everything you have done for me, regardless if you've shown it or not, because, i know you care. Daddy, i love you.
Sister, thank you my dear sister. For staying up, even though you stayed up to use the computer, but, thank you, for staying up to accompany me when i cant sleep. And chatting with me, when we're tucked safely in our beds, telling me of some of your problems, and listening to my problems, and making me laugh with your funny ways of dealing with problems. thank you sister, for buying chips and marshmallows for me to give me added boost to studying. Thank you sister, for watching the TV with me late at night and accompanying me, you know, just being there so i wont think so much and lose my mind. Dont get married too soon okays, sister? Because i doubt i can even take it that you'll not be living under the same roof after you embarked on your path of matrimony. Nevertheless, i still love you. thank you for the little things you've done for me , you've no idea how significant they are to me.
Brother, thank you. Doubt you'll even know i felt some gratitude towards you. You spent so much time on the computer, warcraft, frozen throne, rakion, maple. Wa, brother, work hard for your exams ya know! Anyways, thank you really, for running to fairprice to get vanilla ice cream because i was feeling so sad. and thank you, for offering to cook some noodles for me because i was just mugging and mugging. thank you also, for playing chess with me that night at 1 plus, and watching the TV with me, making me laugh at your funny actions. Thank you brother! Love ya toooooooo.
Grandparents! Of course, you two, the bickering couple. Without both of you at home, i'll be really bored. You two spend almost the whole day at home, bickering, and buying foods like cakes back for me, and chocolates. thank you for just being at home, accompanying me when dad mom and sister goes out for work. And Grandpa! be careful yeahs? you just had a fall, so dont walk about too much! I love both of you! thank you for always encouraging me to work hard!
Yeahs. my family means alot to me, because, right at the time when i was at my saddest, they didnt use sarcasm on me. neither do they abandon me, and they care about my feelings. thank you, family. you mean the world to me.
YC- Thank you for making me realise my family members are important. and for making me cherish the memories when it used to be P&V. fortunately, i still have some of those saved messages in my phone, they mean alot to me too. and P.S. I do not debut the fact that she is pretty. With or without make up. I just wanna let you know, im, not anyone. im myself. Im not as pretty as her or what, but whatever it is, im lame, and i talk nonsense and rubbish. thats who i am.
Friends, yeahs, thanks to loadsa people who were there for me when i was sad.
Tongpei! someday we shall find out the purpose of life yeahs? thanks for studying till so late into the night, because at least, when i was studying at night, i had someone to talk to. and thank you for introducing something to me, that wil always be there for me. thank you for introducing the cosmos to me, they are always there, just, i didnt really know they can keep someone company until recently. Thank you!
Karen! Thank you for saying you'll lend me a listening ear because i was so sad while chatting to you over msn! We shall work hard for MYE yeahs! and then we can shop all we want. yay! thank you for being there for me patiently! love you!
And edmund! thanks man. for giving advice and all. just remember, no more cigs..
Now that im here, i havent know why im trapped into this form. This body. Someday i shall find the purpose of life, but in the meantime, lets just gather more experiments and memories, like what tp say, and probably, that will make you realise why you're here too.
Woah, i finally blogged. there are certains things i used to want to blog a few days ago, but i think, they are no longer significant. FAMILY! (: i'll cherish every moment i have with you all. everyone around me, whether good or bad, because i want to go to bed each night, being able to sleep peacefully without any unsettled things, so that evenif something unexpected happens to me, like probably death ( i've been having fevers recently, and coughing leads to bloody phlegm and blood droplets , eew ) , at least i'll die without regrets.
no melodrama. just some personal thinking.
there's a picture i took from my grandmother's house. it's a tree, but when taken from the birds' eye view, it forms a heart shaped. 'Twas so sweeet.
anyways, i gotta go, i shall go and have some lunch, at the right time this time (: and off to mug.