Monday, June 30, 2008
12:57 AM
Leavin' } jesse mccartney
yups, im hooked onto this song, its so catchy and so upbeat, it automatically gets me into the lets-sing-aloud mood. anyways, i chanced upon this song in a friend's cellphone, and i got addicted to it! Today had been a boring day. I went to school bright and early only for a pathetic 35 minutes listening, plus, some shit talk about project work. PW. You super suck big time. Dont get me wrong, i do like my group members, they are funny, comical and jovial people. I know sometimes, i mean, deep down everyone has got this tinge of unhappiness or personal affairs that get them all weepy and emotional, but, yeahs, we just put on a brave front, go out ahead, and be jovial. And thats something in Anna that i appreciate, and admire. Be strong girl! (: POPPINS' AHOY! You are a pretty tough nut already, so keep going! Thanks! XD And well, ramblings. I talked to haniffa, so much today. We talked about many many things, but, of course, the first thing on our list was NYJC. this effed up school. Am i regretting that i am in NYJC? Im not sure. To me, i go to school, for the sake of my friends. I do not have any preferences for any other schools, though i'll love to join Rasina in her academic journey. that is something sad i've always wallowed myself in the despair and self pity when i studied without her with me, egging me on, and studying together. Without her, i cant seem to make it. BIGTIME. I just heard that biology is like so super dead. nobody got above 30 upon 70 for the section B in the level? Besides that, my chemistry is so screwed. no comments for the other subjects. Haniffa consoled me just now, and told me we shouldnt cry over spilt milk. Yeahs, i've given up. here's the white flag. I admit, im a weakling, i hate it when i've mugged, and mugging does not pay off. Sadly, this is the kinda treatment you get in JC. there is no remedy. I left the school at 1 together with haniffa, walking out of the school grousing and grumbling, and screaming a last phrase of " F-king school," before heaving a huge sigh. Seriously, i dont get the school's system. Why should there be an intensive PW week? Can i ever try to remind the principal, that im so not into PW? I have no qualms in getting a C you know, i just dont wanna drag my other teammates down. Sighs. And oh, i collected my testimonial today in my seconday school. Strangely, i do not have any nostalgic pangs when i entered the school, and saw so many damaians, sadly, values degraded as generations passed by, them looking like retarded delinquents hogging the bus stops and whatnot. Everybody deserves a chance in life. It's because of a chance that i met my friends, and come to which, i remembered something. I met this guy while going to school on the day of level camp. It was the second day of level camp, and i was contemplating if i should even go, when i thought, heck, just go for it. And i went, took 22, i was late, and there wasnt any other NYJCians in sight, until this guy boarded and i was staring at him, wondering if he's a JC1 going to the camp too. Well, i was late, and i was pretty scared since it's barely been a week and i was already late. So, when we alighted, i went to him and tapped him on the shoulder, and asked him if we're late. He said yes, but he didnt make any efforts to walk faster, so i walked alongside him and talked to him. He must be pretty shocked i guess, since well, i stared at him in the bus, that must had made him feel paranoid, haha. He must be thinking why i stared at him, or rather, how he looked, maybe his zippers aint up or something? ^__^ He introduced himself as Arnold. Why do i remember this? I dont know why too, for some reason, my brain seems to register the weirdest of every single thing. hold on, lemme get this lappie off my laps before i get my ovaries fried.Oh, i think i remember because his name is special, i have heard of this name, in American movies and all, but never really had known of Singaporeans being named Arnold. Yeahs, i guess thats why. I bet he couldnt even remember my name, thats predictable of guys though, Okays, and my heart totally melted today. As in, i was so touched today. I was at the benches outside LT4, when someone called out my name! It's Jieyang the broom, and weimin! they specially said "Hi!" to me, and they smiled, nono, they grinned! So sweet man, i totally appreciated that! It was kinda touching too (: THANKS GUYS. i shall go off now, to slack, roll, jump about, skip, hop, and probably even sleep. There's the same PW intensive thing tomorrow again, till5, i dont feel like going. NOT IN THE SLIGHTEST BIT. but tomorrow is sherlyn's birthday, hmmms?