Tuesday, June 17, 2008
6:50 AM
Dang - wasted a day for mugging
Yeahs, i am so unhappy with myself man. Yesterday, i was the last one to sleep in the house. I slept at around 3, because i spent so much time playing, i thought i should mug a teeny weeny bit. so i mugged a little till i was so scared of something i decided to go to bed. yeah, you're right, its the leaky faucet. It just kept dripping, and then i got scared so i went to sleep. not exactly, initially i couldnt sleep, then i was waiting for tong pei's message, until i got too bored i fell asleep. and then i told myself, okay girl, you have to wake up at 9 tomorrow and study.
Nahs, i didnt make it. i woke up at around 2. and then i got so panicky, because i remember today i had to go to my aunt's house. It's my grandmother's parent's death anniversary , and we had to go down and pray. so, i went to return the books i borrowed together with karen, and i went down to lavender. It was so boring there, i mugged a little bit of biology, and i just couldnt concentrate. In the end, i ended up playing the PSP - Patapon, was so hooked. and then i got tired, and then i fell asleep while listening to Im yours. i think im so addicted to that song man.
" i wont hesitate no more no more.. it cannot wait..im sure..."
haha, anyway, i woke up, and called sister, went down with mom to Bugis there to meet sister and her boyfriend. then we went to collect our laptop. I didnt feel that much of any excitement because, well, i dont really need a laptop, and my sister's like damn happy. Oh yeah, mom treated me to ice cream, yummy yummy yummy ice cream.
Then we went back to my aunt's house, and Karyn's there too, so we had fun playing with her. Karyn's the small baby - toddler. She's damn cute, and she told me she's a pitiful soul because her butt hurts. Because she ate too much tidbits.
Speaking of which, i just remembered something. It's my other aunt. I think she;s really brave. she's gonna have a divorce with her husband. that guy is a jerk. I dont know what really happened, i just know, she must be hurt. Dang. anyway, she should stay strong! although my relationship with her is not that strong, but afterall, she's family, i'll be there for her, just like i'll be there for any of my family members, if she needs anyone. Stay strong! (:
After hearing about her divorce, i feel that my stupid hooha is nothing compared to hers. if she can stay as strong, of course, i can too. definitely.
Im a big girl. and i've grown up. nopes, not any taller. but definitely, i've seen a bit more of the evil side of life - the rotten parts. and my thinking isnt that naive anymore. Broadening of minds? Dunnnno.
Miss loads of people. the msters, bagagug aka joel, rasina, berlisa,joseph, loads of secondary school mates. hope to see them sooon!
Will be meeting rasina in the library on thursday, friday and saturday. i'll be teaching her literature, and she'll be teaching me maths! thanks girl!
Nights, people. Life seems to be moving on a fast paced track, i feel sooo teleported into the future, grrr.