Thursday, June 26, 2008
12:11 AM
Chinese is your mother's tongue.
Chinese, chinese chinese. Chinese tomorrow, i am so dead. Aaron ( the guy who got the same surname as me, and who said he thought i was a malay so he didnt speak to me in chinese) told me to speak more chinese and that he'll try to talk to me in english everytime he sees me, Tong pei told me to speak more chinese, and read my chinese stuffs, and sister keeps telling me to go and study my textbook. This is all getting too boring. Chinese simply sucks. I tried taking the easy way out, i was listening to jay chou's songs, and i ended up listening to piano pieces of his songs, which is totally not helping. Sighs, Chinese is very boring, really really really. If i can pass this time's chinese, i'll be really grateful! Yeahs, im a chinese, my family talks to me in chinese, but most of the time, my sister talks to me in english, and my mom and brother talks to me in english too. Except my dad, and obviously my grandparents. In primary school, i used to ace my chinese you know! Then i dont know what happened, ever since secondary 1, my chinese seemed to drop and drop, and oh no, now JC chinese is like so difficult. hehs, now im listening to jay chou's chinese songs again - tian tian de. Gavin and the rest are having econs exams now i think. I think im stressed. I woke up at around 6 plus today, and i was like, shit im late for chinese exams! Then i realised, chinese is tomorrow. I think im not really stressed, im just, afraid of taking chinese. Chinese must really depends on my mood kinda thing, when i try very best to concentrate, then i will have the mood to do. If not, i can read the same line over and over again, and there goes my pass. lalalalalalalalalalalala~ ( im actually singing.) Sherlyn's birthday is on the 1st of july, and piano keeps emphasizing that it's the day when the GST rose to 7 percent. LOL. I promise i will study chinese later! I realised that Jay chou's tian tian de, its actually not a very difficult song to understand, compared to his others' . this song is so sweet, i love it loads. It used to have loads of meaning, im not saying it doesnt have any meaning now, its just, just , another song to me. Im now listening to his dandelion's promise. I've watched the video, its so sad. I remember when i had the first chinese test in JC - the mister TY. I was reading it at home till i fell asleep! Then i didnt study, and i went to school, trying to read as much as i can, only to find myself using 30 minutes for two paragraphs. And the text is like - 15 paragraphs? SIGHS. " eileen! be strong! you can do it! just.. read chinese! " My throat is officially pronounced dead today, 260608. Hopefully water will revive it, just like how a person is revived by love. Okay, i shall go and read the stupid textbook. EILEEN SHALL NOT SLACK. T____________T I start listening to piano pieces again - cai hong. this shall not do. Im bored, but i wont slack, no more. GOING TO MUG FOR chinese ): And i will not drink vitagen , because it is negative spelled backwards ): gnorts eb lliw I. JIAYOU everyone. i shall blog again later. Eileen is feeling beyond sad right now.