Yeahs, 2 more days to the much mugged for MYE. Im feeling the fear now, the urgency, the rush and all. And i dont know why. Because i've been mugging this holiday, but yet, i still feel that i havent done enough, i dont know anything already. Im still left with the 8 pages of biology, and my literature. And thats it, im done. Tomorrow, i'll read up on literature, and well, i guess thats that. I finished my mathematics revision today, though no one can really finish practising for maths. Its just, i've read through the notes and did the tutorials. There's only the transformation and APGP tutorials that i did not do. Thanks to Xue Yuan and Rasina, i finally completed my maths revision. Xy is a really nice and funny guy. Rasina and i had alot of fun while mugging with him (: And thanks to him, he gladly gave me his APGP notes to mug, and he didnt mind me taking it home! THANKS! (: Im not confident for my maths, but well, at least i tried my best! Biology? I REALLY DID STUDY FOR BIOLOGY, IN FACT, I MEMORISED ALMOST EVERY SINGLE THING, but ALAS! I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING I'VE STUDIED NOW! Im like super depressed ! I memorised so much, and now its so difficult to even like, you know, if you even ask me something now, i bet i cant give you the sort of full marks - answer! Well, i shall try and recap as much as i can tomorrow! Chemistry, is very bad, haha. No, actually, i also studied for chemistry! i studied for my chemistry like, the first week of the holidays! And now, its definitely becoming very difficult to remember, but well, i have some time before the day of the paper to mug a little bit more! WOAH - this post is like, mostly on Mid Years. Seriously, i dont wanna screw up my mid years. I opted for this kinda life where i have to mug my ruptured head ( only rasina will understand this ) off, and you must think im regretting it huhs? In fact, i dont really know too. I have difficulty coping, but, well, we cant always take the easy way out in life, right? My eyes are definitely closing as i type this, it'll be a huge miracle if there are no spelling mistakes ZZZ. Im so so tired. Rasina and i mugged till 745 then we left the library and then we went to fairprice to get my campbelle, and her cadbury hot chocolate, and we took the bus home. In the bus, we were talking about how some people simply thing its a chore to laugh, and i was telling her that i'll always be this childish and lame eileen. im not a serious person, never. I laugh at the slightest thing, and sometimes, thinking back on funny things get me laughing too. Yeahs, i laugh alot. But that doesnt indicate how cheery i am. Nahs, it'll be hypocritical to say that i am always happy, because obviously, i have my sad times too. We just gotta leanr how to deal with it, learn from mistakes, and move on. Doesnt really seem that difficult, right? Anyways, im so tired, i have to go to sleep. Decided to mug for biology tomorrow morning. Just now, i saw daddy eating a red bean ice cream, and i could not help but smile. It really made me happy, because it had been a very long time ever since i saw daddy eating an ice cream, because Dad's got really sensitive teeth that cannot stand the feeling of the cold ice cream against his teeth. Hmms, he is so cute! Though i can see streaks of white neatly hidden by the black strands, however, i know he's getting old. thanks daddy! for always doing your best for the family! And thanks for today's birdnest! (: You're the best! GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!