Hey people! Sorry for the long absence. Life nowadays has been really hectic, and im like mugging my head off, doing tutorials and well, basically everything that's gotta do with JC life. I really dont like my current life, in the studying aspect. It's just too too too too stressful. My mom's also kinda worried about me because i can mug till 2 to 3 a.m in the mornings and then wake up at 530 for school. But well, i can cope. Believe me.
Life in the other kinda aspects like friends and.. they are really good. IM SOOOOO HAPPY. though sometimes, i feel like the girl in the MT V of Jay Chou's wo bu pei, but its alright. I mean, keep these kinda things low, right? I think i havent blogged in about more than a week, and i think, i didnt even tell you all about my PW group mates.
Im proud and lucky and honoured to say that, I've got the best group in the entire class! My group members are anna, the group leader. she's a meticulous girl, and has also very nice ideas. Besides, she's also outgoing and funny. Next comes, Marven. There used to be a scandal going on about Marven and anna, lol, i think the scandal had been abandoned. anyway, Marven is kinda funny, as he is usually so blur but well, he does has really nice ideas at most times, and he's a really honest guy. and i appreciate his candor. Next comes, Yemin, the Burmese guy. He's just like Phyu Phyu kind, as he comes from Myanmar. He is really funny, hilarious, and REALLY, and i mean REALLY Biased against the muslims. He is a darn racist, and sometimes, well, most of the times, his jokes and actions are really funny. i know most people think he is gay. He is not. He's just someone not afraid to express himself at the expense of his own face. Lastly, there is z-win, the malaysian Scholar. there used to be a scandal going on regarding Z-win and i, but well, RUMORS! those people dont grow up! Anyway, i love my group, and i kinda like the idea or journey we're working at, that is on the journey of Coco chanel.
Maybe you'd have realised that this post is kinda messy as..i dont have much time to blog. m just squeezing in a post to put down some things here because my pea brain cannot hold too much of these memories. Oh yeah, Pugi on monday was alright. It was more..tedious on wednesday. We did alot of exercises and punching and headstand. i was able to do a headstand, but only with the help of the instructor. Oh, i was so pissed on wednesday's training! I was supposed to be the QM for a particular aspect of the exercise, i think its the Ma bu. I dont really know how to give those instructions in chinese, so i just said them anyhow-ly. and then, Mdm Tan came and scolded me! And she claimed i was laughing about it and not being serious. the thing is, i was laughing, i admit, but then i was very serious the next minute, only her pudgy face couldnt tell that i was serious.
And after that, we went back home. Nice bus rides (: Hmms, cant talk much about it over here. even though i really really verybadly want to tell someone about these kinda feelings in me, i know i cant. there's only one person who i've told this thing to. and he promised me he wont tell anyone about it. thank you. But, i really badly wish i am not just a secret thing...
Tomorrow is my NAFA five items! I'll be lying if i say im not scared. but whatever the results is, i know i've tried my best to train and prepare myself, so if i do fail BECAUSE OF THE ONE AND ONLY STANDING BOARD JUMP, i wont be saddened by it. trust me. It's alright! hahas, i wanna be really optimistic. nowadays, the presence of a vegetable in my life, makes me realise that we should always just welcome each day with bright smiles and be optimistic.
Which is what i've been doing nowadays. I welcome each day with open arms, even though days can be as crappy as today's where lessons consist of boring lectures and end pretty late.
ITS ALRIGHT!
i wanna thank my blog for being my listening ear for sooo long, almost every aspect of my life, i've penned them down in this blog. somewhat thirty years down the road, i know i'll read this blog with tears in my eyes.
and i bet they'll be tears of laughter. I know they will.
Off i go now, jumping into the welcoming arms of my cosy bed. I love everything and everyone that surrounds me. Including you. (: