EILEEN LOO YI ZHEN;
Sunday, April 13, 2008
6:49 AM
LONGGG
LONGGG
Okay, first, im sorry for the longgggg absence! Actually, its only a few days! but nevertheless, i do feel that i havent blogged in a long long time. I didnt fail my maths test, for one, i actually passed. though its only a borderline pass, im still quite happy because i didnt have the advantage of the PAE students, and had to self study one chapter by myself. So, yeahs, i got a 4 out of 8. Chemistry test - it didnt go very well, im praying and praying for a pass. Just a pass, to shut Gerda Huang up. Other things like scoring, well, those dreams can be thrown down the chute. I'll probably never ever make it though. so yeahs.
FRIDAY!!!
Mommy's birthday. and i feel like the most unfilial daughter out of her three children. I had to participate in the NY got talent thingy, so i couldnt make it in time to have dinner with her to celebrate her birthday. I was so sick on that day! I felt pain all over and while waiting for the pugi's turn to start, because i was supposed to just turn on and lights and stuffs, we had to wait for the signal at the basement of the LT. And i slept on the floor! In the pugi outfit! ZOMG! can you believe that? i was super super embarrassed! I slept so well, i mean, i could find myself dreaming, i actually dreamt about funny things like chocolates and eeyores! So, some pugi guys came down, and i didnt know! Nobody had the courtesy to warn me! And then Yin cheong shouted in my ear, and then i was like startled. But funnily, i didnt feel the urge to wake up, i continued sleeping!!! then he took my specs and poked me in my ribs till i was jolted out of my sleep wide awake because im really scared of tickles! hahas, i found it quite funny, i really didnt expect to find myself sleeping. Actually, i wasnt the only one, apparently. Gavin told me KK slept too, on the bench. Actually, KK uhmmm, he touched my forehead! i mean, he wanted to see if i was having a fever. And i had, and he told me to rest, so after the guys left, i continued sleeping on the bench till Sina pulled my ear to wake me up. I feel like such a pig! the dragon was so pretty on that day, i didnt even blink my eyes! I just watched the whole thing in awe even though i've watched them trained the whole thing for about a million times ( sorry exaggerated.)
Saturday?? I went out with PIANO. i was supposed to go for Pugi, but i didnt. I slept till quite late till i was late in meeting Piano. We went to get Hui yi a present because she's transferred out of NYJC to NYP - Dental course. I wish she didnt have to go, i'll really miss her like hell! I've got her pictures, but im so lazy at the moment, so i'll put them up some other day, okay? Piano and i bought some stuffs then went home. It was fun, and we've decided to go to China for the OSLE thingy together!
I really hurt my tailbone. Im quite scared. I dont want to go to the doctor because im afraid that the doctor will be a pervert, because its my sacred butt and all. But, i wanna know what's happened because it really hurts alot. Plus, i dont want the doctor to exempt me from PE, Pugi or Nafa. Because i trained so hard , i dont want my efforts to go to waste. Actually i think im typing nonsense. I am so tired. Talked on the phone yesterday at 5 in the morning! someone promised to call me at 2! but in the end, we ended up talking only at 5!! hahas, it was fun, but both of us felt so tired we went back to sleep! And then i woke up at 9 plus today for a tombstone sweeping marathon. Was uber tiring. the images of those tombstones are still swirling before my eyes! and i have to do my PI again! It's rejected for the third time i think, and im feeling so fed up!
And im feeling demoralised actually, because im unable to carry the lion! But i dont care, i mean, im seen as a slack member in Pugi, although i am not. But since Terence, and yin cheong and some people say that im you know so slack, then i'll just let it be? i dont know, i'll just try my best i guess!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I want to sleep so badly.
IM SO TIRED. I just did my PI, anyway, i edited only a few sentences. i dont know what to do. i still got a whole graphing tutorial to do, and if i go on like this everyday, i'll definitely die of..i dont know. Stress maybe.
I wish and wish and wish. but as i do found out, wished do not come true. It's just you know, most of the time you're just hoping and hoping for something to happen so badly that wishing becomes part of a routine and you actually lost yourself amist your hopes and dreams.
And now im wishing that i dont wish or hope too much till my illusionised wishes engulf me and i become a part of my wish itself.
Pictures from pugilistic. Gavin took it. I mean, they're his. so yeahs, I'll give you that much credit, Gav.
All of us - the J1s.
J1s without the guy!
People told me i look so baby-ish in the picture!
I dont want to look like a baby!
BOOOOO~
FRIDAY!!!
Mommy's birthday. and i feel like the most unfilial daughter out of her three children. I had to participate in the NY got talent thingy, so i couldnt make it in time to have dinner with her to celebrate her birthday. I was so sick on that day! I felt pain all over and while waiting for the pugi's turn to start, because i was supposed to just turn on and lights and stuffs, we had to wait for the signal at the basement of the LT. And i slept on the floor! In the pugi outfit! ZOMG! can you believe that? i was super super embarrassed! I slept so well, i mean, i could find myself dreaming, i actually dreamt about funny things like chocolates and eeyores! So, some pugi guys came down, and i didnt know! Nobody had the courtesy to warn me! And then Yin cheong shouted in my ear, and then i was like startled. But funnily, i didnt feel the urge to wake up, i continued sleeping!!! then he took my specs and poked me in my ribs till i was jolted out of my sleep wide awake because im really scared of tickles! hahas, i found it quite funny, i really didnt expect to find myself sleeping. Actually, i wasnt the only one, apparently. Gavin told me KK slept too, on the bench. Actually, KK uhmmm, he touched my forehead! i mean, he wanted to see if i was having a fever. And i had, and he told me to rest, so after the guys left, i continued sleeping on the bench till Sina pulled my ear to wake me up. I feel like such a pig! the dragon was so pretty on that day, i didnt even blink my eyes! I just watched the whole thing in awe even though i've watched them trained the whole thing for about a million times ( sorry exaggerated.)
Saturday?? I went out with PIANO. i was supposed to go for Pugi, but i didnt. I slept till quite late till i was late in meeting Piano. We went to get Hui yi a present because she's transferred out of NYJC to NYP - Dental course. I wish she didnt have to go, i'll really miss her like hell! I've got her pictures, but im so lazy at the moment, so i'll put them up some other day, okay? Piano and i bought some stuffs then went home. It was fun, and we've decided to go to China for the OSLE thingy together!
I really hurt my tailbone. Im quite scared. I dont want to go to the doctor because im afraid that the doctor will be a pervert, because its my sacred butt and all. But, i wanna know what's happened because it really hurts alot. Plus, i dont want the doctor to exempt me from PE, Pugi or Nafa. Because i trained so hard , i dont want my efforts to go to waste. Actually i think im typing nonsense. I am so tired. Talked on the phone yesterday at 5 in the morning! someone promised to call me at 2! but in the end, we ended up talking only at 5!! hahas, it was fun, but both of us felt so tired we went back to sleep! And then i woke up at 9 plus today for a tombstone sweeping marathon. Was uber tiring. the images of those tombstones are still swirling before my eyes! and i have to do my PI again! It's rejected for the third time i think, and im feeling so fed up!
And im feeling demoralised actually, because im unable to carry the lion! But i dont care, i mean, im seen as a slack member in Pugi, although i am not. But since Terence, and yin cheong and some people say that im you know so slack, then i'll just let it be? i dont know, i'll just try my best i guess!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I want to sleep so badly.
IM SO TIRED. I just did my PI, anyway, i edited only a few sentences. i dont know what to do. i still got a whole graphing tutorial to do, and if i go on like this everyday, i'll definitely die of..i dont know. Stress maybe.
I wish and wish and wish. but as i do found out, wished do not come true. It's just you know, most of the time you're just hoping and hoping for something to happen so badly that wishing becomes part of a routine and you actually lost yourself amist your hopes and dreams.
And now im wishing that i dont wish or hope too much till my illusionised wishes engulf me and i become a part of my wish itself.
Pictures from pugilistic. Gavin took it. I mean, they're his. so yeahs, I'll give you that much credit, Gav.
All of us - the J1s.
J1s without the guy!
People told me i look so baby-ish in the picture!
I dont want to look like a baby!
BOOOOO~