This is gonna be my 191th post. Hmm, sorry for not blogging for such a long time. It's been 4 days. Sorry to neglect you! Anyway , after blogging that day ( sun,30th) , i finished my PI at around 230 and went to bed, waking up at a very stupid time of 500 just to pee. After that , i couldnt sleep and had to toss and turn till the alarm went. when i reached school, i was so tried , i couldnt concentrate on anything. and the worse thing? Mr Singh did not even go through my PI. BOO/
Then come tuesday, I didnt blog. I was feeling kinda sick at that time , and the fact is, there was a test on wednesday - the biology test i spent so much time to mug on. and what happens? Mega joke Of The Year - i cant do it. It's so difficult, and if i flunk it - well , no surprises there. I know im hopeless. Mrs Gerda Huang , my chemistry tutor ( well , she's a paranoia mamma like Miss wong, and she just reminds me of the witch from how's moving castle), well anyway yeah , gerda Huang, she's ummm. i'll tell you why im sad. Hold it there.
then wednesday? Well, i was seriously sick. Sick like one crumpled bread. Well, actually i find no link between a bread and a sick girl but well, nevermind. so yeah , i forced myself to go to school. What for? Hehs, to take the biology test , i dont wanna drag it further, it'll be like procrastinating, and besides, someone promised to give me candy if i go to school.I went and Well, i got a lollipop! ;) Oh, There was pugilistic on wednesday as well. Well, we did the horse stance thingy and watched the dragon. It was quite fun, but i just felt so lethargic. And i tied my own pugi pants correctly! WOOTS~~
hmmm, today? Today SUCKS MAJOR TIME. It sucked till i was on the verge of tears. how come? Firstly, before i begin today's series of unfortunate events, i just wanna say that ," IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF! " Why? Hmm, for PE today , we had to do the 2.4. i thought i'll do badly since im not that fit for running. but i didnt wanna say that im unfit because if i do so, i'll miss a good training opportunity, so i just tried my best. and Guess what?!? My timing's 1536! WOOTS~ It's quite good for me since i usually take 16 minutes +. So, yeahs, happy for that.
the sad sad parts? They came after PE. It's Gerda Huang. If you know me well enough, i do NOT like to have teacher's markings on my scripts. Even if they write good or whatsoever. ticks or crosses - im cool. But what did Gerda huang write? she wrote this on almost all my scripts. ,' " poor. You must listen carefully. SEE ME." what the hell. I know im hopeless, but cant you all see that i've been slogging my guts out? i have been trying my best! i dont feel like seeing her anymore!! I mean, hellos!?! im not in PAE!? And i tried to attempt it using what i've learnt from my own self studies and then she had to like go and discourage me. Then for today's lessons, she had to pick on me. she scolded me for not having a red pen , scolded me for wrong decimal places, and scolded me for not being able to do some questions. And worse of all, scolded me for something Alex did, which she said, i- as a buddy- is like well, a useless one.
I am sick today. Im having a fever. And after hearing all those stuffs, i just feel so demoralised and whatnot. then i had to talk to someone, but nobody is there. It feels so sad. I wanted to send my friend a message, and what happened?
MY PHONE HAD TO CRASHED ON ME. It freaking died.
Awesome. Now i have to go around with my brother's phone since i went to parkway to have it fixed. It was raining at Parkway, and i ran in the rain into the cold cold mall. I was shivering like one clammy froggie. I ran to the ladies, and dried myself with the drier - oh yeah, i snitched loadsa squares of toilet paper to dry myself too!
God. How come im ladened with all the unluckiness?
Oh, im quite touched today. 2 Occasions. First , it's Kun beng ( dont really know how to spell his name since he's from Gavin's class). I asked if he could help me print my lecture notes using the card that he bought to use the photocopy machine. He told the girls queuing to photocopy it for me, and they said okay. what happened was, the girl missed out on a copy, and kun beng willingly gave me his. I paid him 2 bucks. And he tried to return me back since it's only 30 cents, but well, i rejected it. I mean, he's a nice guy. so, now, he owes me $1.70. Lol.
Next was right after Gerda Huang's lessons. I felt so lost, and so unhappy. Grr, it felt as tough everything went wrong. What happened? Yin cheong gave me a lollipop. for coming to school. I felt quite touched because well, i just got scolded a million times over, criticised at , by this fat bitch and then someone had the kindness to console me.
THANK YOU PEOPLE
so, well, end of this post. tomorrow is Vernon's birthday, so well, Happy Birthday Vernon! ;DD
And i'll go to school everyday for the sake of candy haha. Though i have a feeling im probably too sick to go to school tomorrow. Fever, and maybe a viral infection contracted from Darren ( he got a virus infection and i was in contact with him for biology test so yeahs. ) i dont know. I'll decide tomorrow morning!
And to jake : its okay you didnt make it, its the process! glad you tried! (: