The teachers there - my teachers - they suck. The school food - sucks. The people there - sucks?
Aiyahs , i also dont know! Im like so fed up. Sorry for the grousing. Okay , maybe they dont really suck. Maybe im just..irritated.
Frustrated.
I havent done my PI , which is due tomorrow , and its now , 11. Im gonna have to burn the midnight oil again. Im so so tired. I just rushed through my tutorials , and tried to mug for biology.
I finished - i think. But im miserable. Because i cant remember the previous things they i've tried to remember. I think im an idiot.
Well, im gonna stop. Stop Stop complaining. Grrrrrrrrrrr.
Anyway , Pugilistic society- the CCA im joining, It's gonna start tomorrow. And im getting the jitters. Im not sure why. I think im scared because its so foreign, and maybe because im afraid that i'll be the only girl joining.
Besides, my ankle hurts. Im wrong about walking on a sprained ankle. Because its really painful. But i have to recover soon. there's gonna be hell loads of running-s to do!
My mother noticed that i wasn't up to myself yesterday. I ate the dinner with less enthusiasm, I didnt talk. I just sat on the floor in my room, playing old albums of jay Chou. His songs are really really moving when it comes to moods like this.
All these is beginning to suck. My fairytale story is crumbling apart. My nice imagination - fantasy - of JC life is ruined. Im beginning to feel the fear.
I dont think im able to make it.
This is all too much for me. Im falling apart.
OH , have i ever mentioned? Fairytales are fake! FAKE!
There is no true love in fairytales. The prince just meet this norm girl, and they fall in love. Because the girl looks prety and the guy is dashing. What the hell. Stories like Cinderella , Snow White. Bullcrap.
And those Korean dramas - Dont people ever wake up , open their eyes and realise that all this thats happening in those dramas are never going to come true? Dont people get sick of watching these kinda things - things that'll never happen to real life? If so , why are they still indulging - or should i say wallowing - in something like drama's fake romances?
Okay , im just sour. But , this really is true. There's only this story - fairytale. which i think , is worthy, and true.
that'll be beauty and the beast. It's a touching tale.
Anyway , i think i'll start doing my PI. I havent got a clue on how to begin , and what to choose. Feel like doing journeys, so i think im gonna give it a shot.
I'll try my best,. bye, `boring people of the inernet.