I felt that i just achieved something mega great, Well, actually not really lahs. Hmm, i finished 7 pages of biology today! Woohoo! Mega achievement.
Or maybe not. Maybe im just easily satisfied? Maybe thats just who i am. Too contented too easily.
Such little expectations of myself. Maybe thats why people like me will never get far in life. Destined to stay like this? Maybe i should start to expect a little bit more for myself.
But changes take time. And it takes real efforts to change yourself. Im too lazy, but in the first place, Why must i even change? just because im not the way someone wants me to be doesnt mean that i have to change myself right?
Or maybe i just wanna satisfy that someone. however, in the process of doing that , i may have lose what's really in me. what i really am. so, is it worth it?
Im feeling like this because of a particular reason. and its a terribly long story. Dont ask me, and im not going to tell anyone. Some things are better kept unknown,
Some people are happy too easily. they tend to be so contented, or satisfied so easily that people push them around. im not one who'll keep quiet if people bullies me. If you know me well enough , you'll know that i'll not take bullying lying down. Obviously i'll retort. Im not always a goody-two-shoes.
I have feelings. Well, everyone has feelings. It's just a matter of showing it. Me not reacting to certain things does not imply that i totally dont care. I just dont want to do anything about it , not that i dont feel for it.
So yeah. end of this super angsty post. goodbye, and yeah! Im better already.
" Im good at encouraging people, but i fail miserably at trying to do the same thing for myself."