EILEEN LOO YI ZHEN;
Monday, March 24, 2008
3:50 AM
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Okay , today i dragged my lazy self out of bed just so i can reach school ON TIME.
I think im seriously lazy , i mean , its such a chore for me to wake up at 7. Grrrr.
Anyway, today's lectures and tutorials - they were so boring! I practically dozed my way through PW lecture , and missed out a great chunk on the Preliminary Ideas thingy. And as for Biology and chemistry lectures, i didnt sleep ( much to your astonishment? ) , i paid attention but oh well, they taught some shit about some glucose fructose thingy which i completely cannot catch - i was like sitting down there and stoning because i just couldn't get it , and for chemistry , i tried to follow , but his voice has got this power to hypnotize me , so i started day-dreaming.
I didnt sleep. but day-dreaming is bad enough.
then came Chinese lesson.
And it's a nice lesson.
My chinese teacher gave us 7 minutes of power break to let us grab some buns or go to the toilets or whatnot , and what did i do while she blabber away to the burmese guy?
I slept. Slept through the entire 7 minutes.
See! I made full use of the time given to me !
After that , i staggered home, so tired that i fell asleep on the bus with jay's songs playing in my ears. It was so comfortable that i wish the ride wont end , but obviously it did.
If it didnt , i wont be here typing this post.
Yeah , and i felt so tired and all when i reached home.
In school , i'll never show the tired side of me because i dont wanna look lethargic and all.
I wanna appear as the cheery and happy person.
The one bursting with life.
But sometimes, i really feeel sooooo tireddddd.
And so, i decided to go for a run.
although i wasnt feeling happy. In fact , it was the direc opposite.
You'll know that if Eileen ever go for a run willingly , it'll be to take her mind off things.
running washes your brain and face with gushes of winds.
okays , no sense but whatever.
I was thinking of running around the reservoir once , ( 4.8 km) when i thought better of it.
I dont like going to the reservoir and run anymore.
I used to love it.
But the reservoir holds so much memories. They are too overwhelming , especially now, i dont want an emotional roller-coaster ride.
But , for some idiotic reason, i purposely took the route to the reservoir and strolled there thinking of Those Times.
Times when we met at night to sit down on the grass to cuddle , talk and star gaze. Times when i tried to catch up with you while you're running round the reservoir although im a very slow runner compared to you.
I dont want to run there anymore.
So , i ran 3 rounds around damai Secondary School.
My secondary school.
I ran the route we took while we were tested on our 2.4 last time.
It was exhausting.
And i felt happy and sad at the same time after the run.
the time i took is 16 minutes,
Yes, it is very slow compared to anyone on earth.
But , i am happy - happy because that was the timing i had while i was in secondary 4.
And sad because i didnt improve.
Maybe its because i ran on an empty stomach, lol , i forgot to take my lunch before i went running.
Or maybe because the time of the month left me with too little red blood cells to transport oxygen to my muscles cells.
Well, any link there? My biology is not that good , so im not sure.
But whatever it is , i really wanna train harder so that i can improve.
In NYJC , a bronze is considered a fail.
I dont wanna fail , but i know i definitely will because i'e attained bronze since primary school all the way till Sec 4.
SIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH.
Gotta cut down on those unhealthy snacks like Chocolates ( all time fav ) , Candy ( its a must have for lectures! but i guess i have to give it a pass..), and what else ?
not sure.
'll leave it at that for the time being.
But know that im making an effort,
so the next time you see me ,
give me a pat on my back and give me your jiayou-s!!
Thanks thanks!
* patting myself on the back**
oh, and i know you all will laugh at the state of my face after i run.
it's like .. i look like a carrot okays?
stop.
tada! call me watermelon;
Goodnight people!
I think im seriously lazy , i mean , its such a chore for me to wake up at 7. Grrrr.
Anyway, today's lectures and tutorials - they were so boring! I practically dozed my way through PW lecture , and missed out a great chunk on the Preliminary Ideas thingy. And as for Biology and chemistry lectures, i didnt sleep ( much to your astonishment? ) , i paid attention but oh well, they taught some shit about some glucose fructose thingy which i completely cannot catch - i was like sitting down there and stoning because i just couldn't get it , and for chemistry , i tried to follow , but his voice has got this power to hypnotize me , so i started day-dreaming.
I didnt sleep. but day-dreaming is bad enough.
then came Chinese lesson.
And it's a nice lesson.
My chinese teacher gave us 7 minutes of power break to let us grab some buns or go to the toilets or whatnot , and what did i do while she blabber away to the burmese guy?
I slept. Slept through the entire 7 minutes.
See! I made full use of the time given to me !
After that , i staggered home, so tired that i fell asleep on the bus with jay's songs playing in my ears. It was so comfortable that i wish the ride wont end , but obviously it did.
If it didnt , i wont be here typing this post.
Yeah , and i felt so tired and all when i reached home.
In school , i'll never show the tired side of me because i dont wanna look lethargic and all.
I wanna appear as the cheery and happy person.
The one bursting with life.
But sometimes, i really feeel sooooo tireddddd.
And so, i decided to go for a run.
although i wasnt feeling happy. In fact , it was the direc opposite.
You'll know that if Eileen ever go for a run willingly , it'll be to take her mind off things.
running washes your brain and face with gushes of winds.
okays , no sense but whatever.
I was thinking of running around the reservoir once , ( 4.8 km) when i thought better of it.
I dont like going to the reservoir and run anymore.
I used to love it.
But the reservoir holds so much memories. They are too overwhelming , especially now, i dont want an emotional roller-coaster ride.
But , for some idiotic reason, i purposely took the route to the reservoir and strolled there thinking of Those Times.
Times when we met at night to sit down on the grass to cuddle , talk and star gaze. Times when i tried to catch up with you while you're running round the reservoir although im a very slow runner compared to you.
I dont want to run there anymore.
So , i ran 3 rounds around damai Secondary School.
My secondary school.
I ran the route we took while we were tested on our 2.4 last time.
It was exhausting.
And i felt happy and sad at the same time after the run.
the time i took is 16 minutes,
Yes, it is very slow compared to anyone on earth.
But , i am happy - happy because that was the timing i had while i was in secondary 4.
And sad because i didnt improve.
Maybe its because i ran on an empty stomach, lol , i forgot to take my lunch before i went running.
Or maybe because the time of the month left me with too little red blood cells to transport oxygen to my muscles cells.
Well, any link there? My biology is not that good , so im not sure.
But whatever it is , i really wanna train harder so that i can improve.
In NYJC , a bronze is considered a fail.
I dont wanna fail , but i know i definitely will because i'e attained bronze since primary school all the way till Sec 4.
SIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH.
Gotta cut down on those unhealthy snacks like Chocolates ( all time fav ) , Candy ( its a must have for lectures! but i guess i have to give it a pass..), and what else ?
not sure.
'll leave it at that for the time being.
But know that im making an effort,
so the next time you see me ,
give me a pat on my back and give me your jiayou-s!!
Thanks thanks!
* patting myself on the back**
oh, and i know you all will laugh at the state of my face after i run.
it's like .. i look like a carrot okays?
stop.
tada! call me watermelon;
Goodnight people!