I wanna blog, and i dont wanna blog. lol, sounds contradicting right? i do wanna blog about the things that have happened and what i feel nowadays, but then again, im lazy. Maybe you shouldnt call it lazy, its just, the chemistry, maths and literature subjects are like killing all my brain cells. Ugh. I am tired, and at the same time, i look forward to school. Today is the first day i wore my NYJC uniform to school. NYJC uniform is alright, the shirt, is sorta cinched at the end so that you dont have to tuck in. you simply fold in and it wont fall off. It's sorta cool. The problem is my skirt, lol. It's tailored till its kinda short...and i dont feel secure wearing it. Well, anyway, it cant be amended now i guess. Not sure if it's possible, maybe i'll ask the tailor someday. I look forward to school, but at the same time, i look forward to the March holidays. Ironic isn't it? I dont know. wish rasina is in the same school as me, because it sucks, really. It sucks like hell not having her around. We usually depend alot on each other. She's like a pillar of support to me. When there were those times in class whereby i cried because i was sad, she'd always be there. She'd laugh at me for crying and that'd make me laugh and the waterworks will stop. We laugh at the stupid, little things. even when we almost fall down or like say something wrong, we'll shoot each other this knowing look and then we'll crack up.
Life is so fun with her. I really really wish she can be in the same school as me. I really miss her too. Anyway, tomorrow the results of her appeal will be out. Im crossing my entire body for her. Hope she makes it.
My friends in my school call me watermelon. know why? lol, i think now you do.
And boy, i really gotta do something about my hair colour, or the bio lecturer will have me beheaded. u__u