This year's scholarship is a disappointment. I had always gotten a nice amount of 500 bucks every year till now. They said the top five percent of the cohort will get about 500 bucks. that will make the top 10 people. Sadly, this year, im the eleventh unlucky person. what a shame. My parents don't blame me, i think they know i tried my best. Every year, my parents would go with me to get my scholarship. However, this year, they told me they couldn't make it, they have work. So, this year, nobody is gonna accompany me to get it. I'll be going alone. I sit here typing this post. sitting here in my uniform. A weird feeling overcomes me. I think i can say that im happy to wear this uniform to collect the scholarship. Its not that im proud of my school, its just that, this will probably be the last time i will be wearing this uniform. I cant help looking myself up and down in my mirror. i think i still look good in it, lol. The last opportunity to wear this uniform, and probably the last time im gonna get the scholarship. I do not feel any excitement probably because it has been so many times already. Or probably because there is really nothing to feel excited about. its 1402 right now. I have to reach there by 1430. Not a problem, Bedok west is just a stone throw away from my house. So, im going now.