I got back my o levels results today. Ummm, i think i did well. Im not self praising myself or what but i think that as long as i've tried my best, i'll do well. So, i got 10 for my L1R5 ( before deducting 2 bonus points), and 8 for my L1R4. I think, that with this score, i really can go to many places. And im really torn between going to a JC or a Poly. Because im afraid that i'll suffer if i really do go to a JC, cuz my general knowledge and all that is really not that good. And if i do go to a Poly, i really dont think i'll fit in. Dont ask me why. i've been thinking about that for so long. Maybe im really just not cut out to be some poly student? i really dont know.
Hehs, i got 7 distinctions(: i am soo happy. the only subject that i didnt do well in, that'll be physics. but i really have tried my best for physics. In fact, i spent most of my time doing physics, asking mr phoa questions. I know Mr phoa is disappointed because physics is not one of those subjects that the students did well in. Actually, nobody in our class scored A1 for physics. I got a B4, well at least i mantained my physics results from prelims.
I went out with my family for a celebration just now. Not really my whole family. Just my aunts and gavin and my sister and well, just family lah. We went to aston ( somewhere opposite katong mall i think) and we saw jack neo there dining with his family. and WOW! his sons are kinda nice looking. I ate baked potato for the first time ( dont laugh at me, im actually quite a "suagu" in the food area). and frankly speaking, i dont really like it. Eeew, with the butter and the bland potato. Oh well. We bused to bedok inter ( bus number 40) and then took 66 home. on the way home, i sat beside my sister, and for some strange reason, my mind reeled back to the time in the bus during the NE trip. obviously, that time, the person beside me wasn't my sister. Im going to be frank here.. for that time in the bus just now, i actually really feel so lonely, and how much i wished joseph would be beside me now, talking to me and making me laugh or maybe just nearby you know. See? im frank. I think im feeling that way because of my emotional rollercoaster ride, you know, what with redlight and all. but nevertheless, i really felt that way and never will i ever try to lie about it.I was in the midst of thinking about it, with my eyes closed, when my phone rang.
It's him. Mr E.
Shocked. Calmed. picked up the phone and talked to him. He said he couldn't work tonight cuz he's really tired. And he asked if i could take over his shift. i felt so tempted to,you know, be the good guy and all. the lifesaver. but, i really am tired. so i told him i cant, and i helped him find a replacement. He thanked me you know. For the very first time in my life. hehs. think im just crazy.
Anyway, i still have to work tomorrow. And i am very tired. So, ciao people. and good luck for your future endeavors. May we meet again(: