Hmm, first thing i must say : I am so tired. really really damn damn tired. Worked full day today at ntuc, and i just reached home 45 minutes ago. went to work this morning at 910 and i left my workplace at 2107. hmm, 3 more minutes to 12 hours. And oh my god, i think im hungry. Actually, im not sure if i am. I think i have kinda forgotten the feeling of being hungry again): Maybe its because i have been gorging or what? nono, actually i havent. oh well, sorry for my ramblings. i think im just typing on and on non stop. Grrr! i dont even think that any of these is going through my brain as i type this entire crap down. having not blogged for like 2 days i think. lol, i kmow its not very long but well, im a frequent blogger, because i like to take note of the little little bits of ( even though not interesting) my life. So, the next time ( probably twenty years down the road ) when i read my bog, i'll have that kinda warm warm feeling. Not sure how those warm feelings may feel, cuz i havent experienced them for a very long time, i only experienced them whenever i see photos of me being a toddler, or else, zilch, no feelings. numbed? i dont know. Maybe i just havent really feel..whats the word..touched i guess, and yeah, i havent really feel touched for a very long time.
till yesterday, when harris helped me with the picking of stuffs while working. I was sick, and i really didnt feel like coming, drowsy and tired, i lumbered through the shop, picking out certain stuffs, when i came across a damn huge and long list. i couldnt do it on my own, and yi chen and nisha- they are both packing because haniffa wasnt there.
At first, wehn Mala asked him to help, he declined because Mala kept teasing us about him wanting to court me-.- . But after sometime, he came over and asked me if i needed help and even volunteered to push my trolley. It felt..nice i guess. Cant really describe that feeling. But i know feelings like that come whenever you feel helpless and feel like giving up, someone suddenly appear and extend to you the warmest hand of help. thanks thanks.
Btw, dont get me wrong. We are not sweet on each other.
Tired tired tired, lol i wanna go to bed. Goodnight, work again tomorrow.
I think im quitting soon, together with haniffa. He's gonna quit on the eleventh ( i spelled my eleventh correctly this time round).