thats what i am now. apparently, while digging my ears for me, my mom accidentally pushed the bud too in and now i cant hear a single shit. there's this buzzing sound surrounding my left ear and it really hurts at times. but hey, its pretty cool, to see people talking to me and i cant hear and pretend that i can and tries to smile. in this way, i can avoid any unnecessary quarrels or if they insults me, i can just " take it in my stride" lol. the world may be a greater place when there's a little more silence than those mundane days. it may, sometimes i guess.