Here comes the man in his bike. wow im so impressed. pretty cool motorbike. And it's really damn nice. he fetched me home from work. *vroooom*
the wind feels great, but i was scared. he pulled my hand to his waist and told me to hold on there but i didnt. im not that kind of girl. i just kept my hands to his shirt. thats the only thing i clung on to. his shirt i mean.
at the end of the ride home, he dropped me at my bus stop. he helped me with the helmet, and smoothed my hair so that its not messed up cuz i dont have a mirror. and when he leaned forward, his face only inched apart from mine, something happened to my legs. i shifted backwards automatically. and shrunk back, behind the cool facade i have created for myself since a long time back. i hope i did the right thing. *sigh* i dont wanna go into some relationships right now? its hurtful.
to side track a lil, im quitting my job at wintertime. the job is monotonous and boring./ i guess you can confine me to the type that do not feel any commitment. like im fickle minded or anything. i dont care what you think of me as long as im happy(:
and i am. joseph ( i mean joseph tng ) and i. we're at least talking. not like last time, when we broke up and simply cannot chat. it feels so much better now. my life is taking a turn for the better>?
niki's birthday is coming, 3rd december. daddy's birthday is 2nd december. i dont know what to get for him. i feel bad because for about 3 consecutive years i've been getting business shirts for him. i wanna get something extraordinary for him. any suggestions?
another thing, wei ming, for the third time in his life, was rejected again. okays i rejected him i told you i dont wanna get into a relationship again. not anytime soon. i need more time. besides, i really dont like him. i dont like guys who: 1) play dota 2) force me to go to church 3)speak to me in chinese.
SORRY.
sorry im so choosy. but im like that. joseph tng - talks to me in english, is not someone who forces me to go to churches and i dont think he plays dota?
but thats all in the past now. its okays, and YAY! we are friends again. im sooo happy.
im tired now. i wanna go to bed. but yeah you know i have to watch inuyasha right? lol im so addicted.