hmm, 57 more minutes time and the church thingy will sound. up till now,i still have not figured out whats the nice music that i hear every mayday at 12 nn. i know it comes from the church nearby ( i think so ). i love the music. it is quite short but it is nice.
mark is going away. to thailand. you know, i've been in the same class as mark and yet i dont really talk to him that much compared to the others in the same class. yes, im ashamed of myself. you'd have thought that four years in the same class would have helped to strengthen ties and create new ones among students in the class. i guess it didn't work out. im not the kind, really im not, who can casually go up to someone and try to strike up a conversation. the only time i've been with mark , just him and me, if my memory serves me well, that would be the elias scrabble thingy. and we met up and went there together. Even so, the journey was a short one and neither of us spoke alot. but yeah, he'll be gone for quite sometime from what i've heard. he's got a property in thailand so he's staying in it while he's there.
most of the times, i feel bad. people like george, mark, jason ( actually he doesn't really counts ) , and a few others - i dont really talk to them. George - i've been in the same class as him since i think.. primary 4 or 5. and yet i dont talk to him that much. sigh, im not good at building up friendship, but i guess a conversation is a two way thing, so unless the other party is willing to open up and talk, there's no way for me to continue to babble as though he's interested. im hungry. i think i'll make myself a sandwich.
hold on.
okay, god forbids me to make an egg sandwich. there're no eggs left in the kitchen. fine, peanut butter then. although i dont really like the sticky spread and those " crunchy " nuts. ciao for now~
P.S bon voyage to mark and his family. and oh yeah, cheryl too. have fun! :D