hmmm,today is ss and biology paper. i think i screwed up both of my papers. cuz i dunno i studied hard but its jus, hopefully i can do well>
i dont really know. life nowadays is like boring? i study,come home,mug and mug and mug. whole life is made up of mugging. and for what do i work so hard? sometimes i really dont get myself.
wish someone can really understand me. like listen. i dont need someone to like always say, i'll be there for you always and stuffs. i just want that one person to be just there when i really need someone. and not when i need that someone who always tell me he will be there for me,he turns out to not be there. its so hypocritical. dont say you can be there for me when you know you cant do it. i cant take too much blows you know. im not as strong as you think i am. hmm,birthday is a week away. i know, this year's birthday is the worst birthday ever. its the most blissful thing to have your loved one with you on your birthday sadly. not for me. love the song built to last by melee. im off now. to bury my face in my pillow. or maybe i'll go for a walk around the reservoir. we used to sit there and chat and just look at the stars. those were the days. bittersweet memories,that is. i love you, mister blue bear! forever.